Catholics -- Fiction; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Divorce -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
"I'll go right to bed--I can barely hold my head up, and I'll get a
doctor in the morning if I'm not better."
There were only two or three other people on the long platform, so he
kissed her good-bye. Then the screened iron gate was slapped to behind
her, the guard jerked his cord, she smiled weakly and waved her hand
back at him, and it was all over for a much longer time than he had any
idea of.
He watched her train until the tail lights turned the loop, then said
"Hell," lit a cigar, pushed his hat back, sighed and went to check his
trunk.
He sat up in the smoking compartment gassing with drummers until the
last of them turned in, sympathized for awhile with the Pullman porter,
who suffered volubly as soon as Mason gave him permission to. He had
been married that very afternoon and now he was off to Los Angeles and
back, a ten-day journey, leaving behind him as a dark and shining mark
for those who realized the devilishness of his itinerary an
unprotected, young, gay-hearted bride. He appreciated the snares that
would be set for her by his brothers of brush and berth. He'd been a
bachelor himself. "Yas, sah, railroadin' is sure one yalla dawg's life
for a fambly man."
Stevens lay awake a long time that night thinking of the future, and
Georgia lay awake a long time considering the past. She felt hot and
thirsty; three or four times she got out of bed and ran the faucet
until the water was cold and bathed her face and drank.
After she had left Stevens she had taken a cross seat in the car facing
homeward, and, placing her burning cheek against the window for
coolness, had dozed off for many stations. When she awoke with a start
at the one beyond her own, her personality had slipped to its earlier
center as definitely as when a clutch slips from high to second speed.
It is said that the last step gained by the individual or the race is
the first step lost, in sickness, age and fear. So Georgia's illness
began its attack on the topmost layer of her character, that part of it
which had been built in the recent years. She was driven, as it were,
to a lower floor of her own edifice and no longed saw so wide a view.
Her pride and self-will crumbled--for the sick aren't proud--and her
modernity trickled away. After all, was it not more peaceful to do
what people thought you ought to, than to fight them constantly for
your own way? Life was too short and human nature too weak for the
stress and strain of such ceaseless resistance as she had made in the
past few years against her family, the friends of her family, and the
Church. For God's sake let her now have peace.
Yes, for God's sake. The words had come irreverently to her mind. But
after all, could she or anyone else have peace except from God? and was
there any other gift as sweet?
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