Recollections of a chaperonSullivan, Arabella Jane
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Recollections of a chaperon
Sullivan, Arabella Jane
English fiction -- 19th century
“My shoes were quite worn out, and my feet were so sore, I thought
I must afford myself a pair of shoes, as I should not have another
opportunity. They were very dear, for every thing was brought from
Halifax. I was sorry afterwards I did not make shift without them.
Next morning my baby was so ill I went to the doctor, for there was
a doctor there, and they said he was the only real doctor anywhere
for miles and miles. He gave me something as quieted the child; but,
when I had paid for this too, my purse was so low, I began to fear I
should not have enough to buy me any thing to eat after the two next
days; and as for begging, I had never been brought up to think of such
a thing. I touched nothing but the coarsest and cheapest food I could
get, and drank nothing but cold water, and I walked farther each day to
get sooner to the end of my journey. I was almost worn out, and (as I
reckoned) I had still three days’ travelling between me and my husband
when I paid away my last farthing. I scarcely hoped ever to reach him,
but I walked on till I got to a small settlement, and then I sat down
by the way-side, and thought what should I do?
“I could not help crying, and thinking what would father say if he
could see me then; and it hurt me so! for I knew he would feel angry
with John, and fancy it was through him his child was brought into such
trouble, and forced to beg her bread; for there was no help for it, if
I wished to see my husband, and not to let my baby die, I must that
night ask charity of strangers. So I knocked at the nearest door, and
I told my story, and asked for food and lodging. I have often thought,
a mother with her infant in her arms has something which goes to the
hearts of their fellow-creatures, if they have any kindness left in
them. I’m sure I never see a poor beggar-woman with a baby at the door
but I think of myself that weary night, and I never have the heart to
send them away without some little trifle, though, maybe, I’m often
imposed upon.
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