Recollections of the eventful life of a soldierDonaldson, Joseph
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Recollections of the eventful life of a soldier
Donaldson, Joseph
Peninsular War, 1807-1814 -- Personal narratives
I could scarcely define my feelings during the action; but so far
from feeling fear, when it first commenced, and the silent gloom
of the night was broken by the rapid flash, and the reverberating
thunder of the cannon, I felt a sensation something resembling
delight; but it was of an awful kind—enthusiasm and sublimity, mixed
with a sense of danger—something like what I have felt in a violent
thunder storm.
The firing, on both sides, had been kept up without intermission
from two o’clock in the morning; but as it now became dark, it was
partially suspended. I then, for the first time, ventured to go below
to the bomb-proof. The scene there was dismal—the wounded filled the
whole place, and the doctor had not got through with the dressing of
them. In this he was materially assisted from the commencement of the
action by a female, (Mrs Reston,) whose heroism I have described in a
subsequent volume. It is matter of surprise to many, that the courage
she displayed, and the services she rendered on that occasion, should
have been entirely overlooked by those who had the power of rewarding
her, or that her claims on the country were not more warmly seconded
by the officer who commanded in the fort.
Here let me pause in my narrative, to pay a tribute of respect to
the memory of assistant-surgeon Bennet, who was with us during that
trying period. To a fair knowledge of his profession, he added one
of the kindest dispositions I ever knew any one possessed of; he was
absolutely without one drop of gall in his composition; so much so,
indeed, that some of the officers endeavoured to make him a butt for
their raillery, but his native wit defeated their purpose, and turned
against them their own weapons. Those who have been under his care
will remember him with grateful feelings. But his career was brief;
shortly after our arrival in Portugal, he caught infection from some
of the sick whom he was attending, and died.
During the day I had little time to reflect on anything—all was
noise and bustle; but now that I had time to look round, and saw
the ramparts covered with the pale and disfigured corpses of those
who, a few hours before, were rioting in the fulness of health and
strength, and others writhing in agony, under the severe wounds they
had received, I could not deny that I felt my heart sink within me,
and sensations of a melancholy and solemn nature took place of those
which had before excited my mind.
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