Clare rallied her. "Be sensible, my child. It is most kind of Miss Loveday; but--wasn't it chiefly your doing, Alwynne? Imagine her dismay if I accepted. A stranger in the gate! On Christmas Day! One must make allowances for little prejudices, you know." "She'll be awfully disappointed," cried Alwynne, so eager for Clare that she believed it. "Will she?" Clare laughed pleasantly. "Every one doesn't wear your spectacles. What would she do with me, for a whole day?" "We shouldn't see her much," began Alwynne. "She spends most of her time in church. I go in the morning--(yes, I'm very good!) but I've drawn the line at turning out after lunch." "Then why shouldn't you come to me instead? It would be so much better. I shall be alone, you know." Clare's wistful intonation was not entirely artificial. Alwynne was distressed. "Oh, Clare, I'd love to--you know I'd love to--but how could I? Elsbeth would be dreadfully hurt. I couldn't leave her alone on Christmas Day." "But you can me?" "Clare, don't put it like that. You know I shall want to be with you all the time. But Elsbeth's like my mother. It would be beastly of me. You must put relations first at Christmas-time, even if they're not first really." She smiled at Clare, but she felt disloyal as she said it, and hated herself. Yet wasn't it true? Clare came first, though Elsbeth must never guess it. Dear old Elsbeth was pretty dense, thank goodness! Where ignorance is bliss, etcetera! Yet she, Alwynne, felt extraordinarily mean.... Clare watched her jealously. She had set her heart on securing Alwynne for Christmas Day, and had thought, ten minutes since, with a secret, confident smile, that there would not be much difficulty. And here was Alwynne holding out--refusing categorically! It was incredible! Yet she could not be angry: Alwynne so obviously was longing to be with her.... Equally obviously prepared to risk her displeasure (a heavy penalty already, Clare guessed, to Alwynne), rather than ignore the older claim. Clare thought that an affection that could be so loyal to a tedious old maid was better worth deflecting than many a more ardent, unscrupulous enthusiasm. Alwynne was showing strength of character. She persisted nevertheless-- "Well, it's a pity. I must eat my Christmas dinner alone, I suppose." "Oh, Clare, you might come to us," cried Alwynne. "I can't see why you won't." Clare shrugged her shoulders. "If you can't see why, my dear Alwynne, there's no more to be said." Alwynne most certainly did not see; but Clare's delicately reproachful tone convicted her, and incidentally Elsbeth, of some failure in tact. She supposed she had blundered ... she often did.... But Elsbeth, at least, must be exonerated ... she did so want Clare to think well of Elsbeth.... She perjured herself in hasty propitiation. "Yes. Yes--I do see. I ought to have known, of course. Elsbeth was quite right. She said you wouldn't, all along."