"Do not you see, Rico, if all the kingdom belongs to the good God, He
can surely find you a home? for He has all the power, so He can give it
to you if He chooses."
"Now you can plainly see, Stineli," replied the youth, "if the good God
has a home for me in His kingdom, and has the power to give it to me,
and does not, it is because He does _not_ choose to."
"Yes; but you forget something," continued Stineli. "The good God may
say, 'If Rico wants any thing from me, he should pray to me.'"
In reply to this, Rico had no answer. He remained silent for some
time; then he said, "Repeat the Lord's Prayer again, Stineli: I will
learn it."
His companion gladly complied, and it was soon learned. Then they
separated, and each went home; but Rico's thoughts were busy with the
"kingdom and the power."
Once more in his quiet room, he prayed humbly, and with a softened
heart; for he felt that he had been in the wrong to believe that the
good God ought to give him what he wished for, when he did not even
remember to pray to Him.
Stineli returned to the garden very full of anxious thought. She turned
over and over in her mind whether she ought to tell all this to Mrs.
Menotti. Perhaps she might be able to find some other employment for
Rico than this fiddling in the public-houses for dancing, that was so
detestable to the lad. But the thought of troubling Mrs. Menotti with
her affairs passed quickly from her mind as she entered the room again.
Silvio lay upon his pillows with flushed cheeks, breathing heavily and
irregularly; and by the bedside sat his mother, and wept.
The little invalid had had another of his severe attacks, and a little
anger at Stineli's absence had increased the fever. His mother was so
cast down, that she did not seem to Stineli the same person at all. When
she, at last, recovered her spirits a little, she said,--
"Come here, Stineli. Sit down here by my side: I want to tell you
something.
"I have something that lies very heavily at my heart; so heavily,
that sometimes it seems to me that I cannot bear it any longer. It is
true you are young, but you are so sensible, and have seen a great
deal; and it seems to me that I should be relieved if I could talk it
over with you.
"You see how Silvio suffers, and how ill he is,--my only son. Now I have
not only the distress of his sickness, which can never be healed, but I
often feel that perhaps it is a punishment from God, because I am
holding and enjoying an unlawful property: although, to be sure, I did
not seek to get it, and do not wish to keep it. But I will tell you
every thing from the beginning.
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