Rosamond, or, the Youthful Error: A Tale of Riverside; And Other StoriesHolmes, Mary Jane
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Rosamond, or, the Youthful Error: A Tale of Riverside; And Other Stories
Holmes, Mary Jane
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He covered his face with his hands, and Rosamond could see the tears
dropping slowly through his fingers. Terribly was he expiating the sin
of his boyhood, and what wonder is it, if, in his agony, he cried, "My
punishment is greater than I can bear!"
Rosamond alone was calm. She seemed to have wept her tears away, and
the blow which had fallen so crushingly upon her, had benumbed her
heart, so that she now did not feel as acutely as the weeping man
before her. Very soothingly she spoke to him, but she offered no word
of cheer--no hope that all would yet be well. "They would bear it with
brave hearts," she said, "and he must be reconciled to his wife."
"Never--never," he exclaimed. "The same roof cannot shelter us both,
and if she chooses to stay when she is better, she is welcome to
Riverside, but I cannot share it with her."
Neither said to the other, "It may be she will die," for such a
thought had never intruded itself upon their minds, and yet Marie
Porter's life was numbered now by days. The heart disease, from which
she had long been suffering, was greatly aggravated by the strong
nervous excitement through which she had recently been passing.
Stimulants of a most powerful kind had created a kind of artificial
strength, which had enabled her to come to Riverside, but this was
fast subsiding; and when she bent over the motionless form of
Rosamond, and feared that she was dead, she felt, indeed, that death
would ere long claim her as his own. The sight of her husband, too,
had well nigh been more than she could bear. For nearly nine long
years she had not looked upon his face, but she remembered it well--a
handsome, boyish face. His hair, she remembered, too--his soft, dark,
wavy hair, through which her fingers had sometimes strayed, in the far
back days at Holly Wood, before she was his bride. He would not be
greatly changed, she thought; and when, on that fatal night, she heard
his coming footsteps, she pictured him in her mind much as he was that
winter-day, when, standing in his sister's door, he bade her a long
good-by. Nearer and nearer he had come--faster and louder had beaten
her heart, while a cold, faint sickness crept over her.
"Open the window--I cannot breathe," she gasped; but ere her request
was obeyed, Ralph Browning had fainted on the threshold, and she had
asked that she might die.
She had seen him only for an instant, but that sufficed to tell her he
was changed from the dark-haired, handsome boy, into the gray-haired
suffering man. His eyes had met hers, but the fierce hatred she
expected, was not there; and the look of utter hopeless despair which
she saw in its place, touched her as reproach and resentment could not
have done.
"Oh, I hope I shall die," she said, as she hid her face in the pillow.
"I hope I shall die."
This wish she uttered every hour; and when, at last, the physician
said to her, "Madam, you _will_ die," she answered, "It is well!"
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