England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction; Single men -- Fiction
Eustace? Yes. And what of him? He had been told as well as I, I
supposed. Rose had never done anything underhand or secretive in her
life, and she would have made it a point of honour to let her husband
know that she had cut the knot. At this moment he was probably sitting,
stunned, in his library, or perhaps with his little Rose in her nursery,
and most likely harbouring evil thoughts of me.
* * * * *
In my dismay and distress I put off dinner for an hour or so, and walked
out into the rain to Mrs. O’Gorman’s. It seemed an occasion for the old
Irish lady’s pitiless candour. The equally pitiless downpour would, I
felt, help too. There are times when one welcomes a storm to fight one’s
way through.
My thoughts were not idle as I stumbled against the torrents. No aspect
of the case did they neglect. I can tell only of what I know, and I have
no information as to Ronnie’s hold on Rose after his return and what
steps preceded her decision to run off with him. But it is not difficult
to realize, at any rate, the temptation. Here was the old friend of her
happiest days once more—free and I don’t doubt more than rejoiced to see
her again. He had been in strange countries, and probably had carried
her image with him through all his wanderings and loneliness. He had
never been articulately in love with her when they were youthful
together; he had not proposed after that accident—I am sure she would
have told me if he had, because she knew that I liked him. When she used
to talk to me about her marriage and all those nice boys who were to
gallop about the nursery, I had thought naturally of Ronnie as their
father. One visualizes a figure on such occasions, and Ronnie sprang
into being. But, as it happened, I was wrong. Rose had not thought of
Ronnie like this: she had merely liked him, automatically so to speak,
and when Eustace came along there was no earlier occupant of her heart to
eject. Eustace found it all too easy.
But after her marriage so much had happened. And it must never be
forgotten that Ronnie compelled interest, all unconsciously maybe, by the
force of personality. He was quite ordinary in everything but
personality, which in his case was physical more than spiritual. His
ready smile, his white teeth, his gaiety, his good humour, his general
friendliness and out-for-funnishness won him an easy way into the good
graces of the world. He was popular almost universally. Rose, as I have
said, had never to my knowledge, or even to my suspicion, been in love
with him; nor he with her in any but a superficial degree, even if that;
but there was always that intimate experience in Switzerland in the
background; and each had since had too much time to think about the past
and to speculate upon the might-have-been: Rose in the watches of the
night taking stock of her marriage and its disenchantments, and Ronnie in
a foreign land sick of a fever.
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