United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
He was a bright, pretty child, easily influenced for good or evil, and
the rude mother shuddered as she felt creeping over her the conviction
that she had helped to make him what he grew to be, laughing at his
fierce temper and at times provoking him on purpose, just to see him
bump his little round, hard head against the oaken floor. Then, as he
grew older, it was fun to hear him imitate the oaths his father used,
and she had laughed at that until the habit became so firmly fixed that
neither threats nor punishment could break it. And when the Sabbath
bells were pealing forth their summons to the house of prayer, she had
suffered him to stay away, offering but slight remonstrance when the
robin’s nest just without the door was pilfered of its unfledged
occupants, the mother-bird moaning over its murdered young, just as she
was moaning now over her ruined boy. Poor Harry! There was some excuse
for him, some apology found in the nature of his early training, but for
her who reared him,—none. She might have taught him better. She might
have sent him to the Sunday school across the way, where Sunday after
Sunday she had heard the hymns the children sang swelling on the Sabbath
air, Harry sometimes joining in as he sat in the cottage door, adjusting
the bait with which to tempt the unsuspecting fish playing in the brook
nearby. A mother’s fearful responsibility had been hers. She had not
fulfilled it, and it rolled back upon her now, stinging as only remorse
can sting, and making her wish amid her pain that the boy, once so
earnestly desired, had never been given her, or else had died in its
cradle bed, and so gone where she knew the hardened in sin never could
find entrance.
So absorbed was she in her grief as not to hear the sound of wheels
stopping near her gate, nor the tripping footstep upon the floor. Rose
Mather, restless at home and wishing for something to do, had remembered
the miserable woman, and knowing how desolate her comfortless house must
seem that summer night, she had conquered her aversion to the place and
come to speak, if possible, a word of cheer. Mrs. Baker’s howls always
had the effect of making her laugh, they seemed so forced, so unnatural;
but there was something so new, so real in the stillness of that figure
crouching upon the bed, that Rose for a moment was uncertain how to act.
It was no feigned sorrow of which she was a witness now, and advancing
at last towards the untidy bed, she laid her hand upon the disordered,
uncombed hair, and whispered soothingly, “I am so sorry for you, Mrs.
Baker, and I’ll do all I can to help you. I’ll give you money to make
your cottage pleasanter, and by and by you won’t feel so badly, maybe.”
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