Homeward bound! The step from pier to steamer had already severed the
link of their strange affinity with the East. Its mystery had fallen
from them. Already this was England. Rosamond Gerardine and Aspasia,
side by side, watched the shores retreat, fade, sink, and vanish.
"Good-bye, India!" said Aspasia, her head sentimentally inclined,
dropping at last the little handkerchief with which she had been
frantically signalling long after there was any possibility of the
vessel being descried from the land otherwise than as a black spot;
"Good-bye, India, and hey for home!"
Lady Gerardine fixed the fading vision with wide, abstracted eyes.
"God grant," she said, under her breath, more to herself than to the
girl beside her, "that I may never see those shores again!"
"Amen!" said Aspasia, cheerfully.
Rosamond laid her hand upon Aspasia’s wrist as they leaned against the
railings and pressed it with a grasp that almost hurt.
"An accursed land!" she went on, this time in a low, intense voice. It
was as if she flung anathema to the retreating shores. "Cruel, cruel,
treacherous! Oh, God, what has it not already cost us English! Is there
a home among us that has not paid its blood tribute to that relentless
monster? Listen, child. I was as young as you when I last beheld its
shores—thus—from the sea. It was in the dawn (it is fit it should now
be dusk), and we stood together as I stand beside you to-day. And I saw
it grow out of the sky, even with the dawn, a city of rose, of pearl,
beyond words beautiful—unimaginable, it seemed to me, in promise! He
said to me: ’Look, there is the first love of my life; is she not fair?
And I am bringing to her my other love ... and you two are all that I
will have of life.’ And then he laughed and said: ’It would be strange
if I wanted more, with two such loves.’ And, again: ’Not even for you
could I be false to her.’"
Aspasia, mystified, turned her bright gaze full upon her aunt’s face.
In the pupils of Rosamond’s eyes there was enkindled a sullen fire.
"He came back to her," she went on; "and she—that land—lay smiling in
the sunrise to receive him. Oh, how she can smile and look beautiful,
and smell fragrant, and caress, with the dagger hidden under the velvet,
the snake in the rose, and the sudden grave yawning! I’ve never been
home since," she said, with a sudden change of tone, bringing her glance
back from the misty horizon, to fix it upon Aspasia with so piteous and
haggard a look that the girl lost her composure. "And now I am coming
home alone, and he remains there." She made an outward sweep with her
left hand towards the north. "I am coming home alone. The other has
kept him. She has kept him. I am alone: he is left behind."
"Who?" cried the bewildered Baby, who had utterly failed to seize the
thread of her aunt’s strange discourse. And, upon her usual
impulsiveness springing to a conclusion of mingled amazement and
derision: "Who—Runkle?" she exclaimed.
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