But anyhow if that was a false scent, it had put him on a true one.
There was a lot inside those slim, pasteboard covered books beside rats
gnawing in drains, and twilight and all-goneness. You bet your life
there was. Neale had never dreamed what was inside them, poems that
stood up to a glorious day like this, and called it brother, poems of
foot-free wanderings and high-hearted scorn of prosperity and
conventions.
"I tell you that we,
While you are smirking
And lying and shirking
Life's duty of duties,
Honest sincerity,
We are in verity
Free!
Free as the word
Of the sun to the sea;
Free!"
Neale's voice quavered with another sort of emotion ... that was the
doctrine! "Off with the fetters!" He pictured himself in a blue flannel
shirt and flowing neckerchief, alone, or with some perfect comrade,
knowing reality, sneering at railway trains and cities.
It was a gorgeous dream ... but of course the first Tuesday in September
found him back at a desk at Hadley with all the grinding and polishing
wheels of that well-appointed educational mill at work on the corners of
his individuality, bent on turning out the fifty young Seniors smooth
and identical, the perfection of the Hadley type. And since this was the
last year, the faculty speeded up the hunt and all the pack put their
noses to the ground and ran their legs off in pursuit of mathematics and
science. The pace was cruelly hot, and it was specially hard for Neale
because he had yielded to the captain's entreaties and had come out for
the football team. He made left tackle with little competition and
through October and November practised almost without coaching (Hadley
permitted athletics but was too busy to encourage anything so childish),
and played and was beaten with painful regularity.
Neale found himself dropping far below the rating he had maintained in
the lower classes. He began to pant and strain as he had the first year.
It was a gruelling race; but temperamentally he liked races and his wind
got better as the months went by. He cut out all superfluities--no
dancing--no reading for amusement except on Sunday mornings, and then
only short poems about Vagabondia and the Open Road. Work, work, work
through every waking hour. By April he had risen to sixth in his class,
and felt grimly sure of holding his stride to the end.
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