When he was ashamed to stand there any longer ... although no one ever
commented on it, and indeed no one was there to see it, except
Grandmother and Jenny busy in the house, he loitered along the path
which led to the seldom-used foot-bridge across the mill-brook. The
sound of the water always threw him into another contemplative pause
here. He often lay down on the rusty-colored pine-needles and lay
looking up at the distant dark green branches of the forest-roof, the
voice of the water rising and falling, so insistent that he could think
of nothing else, so unintelligible that it made him think of nothing at
all, sliding, breaking, turning, slipping down, leaping up, like an
endlessly curving line drawn endlessly before his eyes. He usually shut
his eyes after a little, and not infrequently added an hour or two of
sleep to the fourteen he had spent in his bed; this time, sleep not
black and opaque, but shot through with the gleaming pattern of the
brook's song.
* * * * *
One morning when he woke up, while he still lay in bed staring up at the
beams over his head, some chance association of ideas made him think of
Hadley and he was astonished to find his resentment against Hadley had
gone. Hadley seemed very remote and vague to him. He did not hate it any
more. He could scarcely remember what Hadley had been like. Nor anything
that he had studied there. That day for the first time he went down to
the mill, walking, not sauntering, his legs solid under him again.
He found Grandfather and old Si "making out" very badly, with no boy to
"take away." The last one had followed all his predecessors into the
cotton-spinning mills at North Adams, and as this was haying-time no
other help was to be had. The two old men had to stop the saw every few
minutes till Si could run around and catch up on taking away. It was
fretful work, like trying to lace up your shoes with one hand. Neale
stood and watched them for a while. Then although he had not really
meant to say it, he was not sorry to hear his voice suggesting, "Why
don't you take me on? I haven't got anything else to do."
"What say, Si?" asked Grandfather, laughing so at the idea, that Neale
was nettled and had a picture of how unutterably lazy he had looked for
the last fortnight!
Si spit tobacco-juice into the mill-race and shifted his quid.
"Wa'll, I know hands is scurse these days, but land! have we got down to
taking _any_body?"
Neale was used to the Yankee roughness which they meant for humor, but
this touched him a little closely. Didn't they think he could do any
work?
Grandfather puckered his old face into a grin and nodded him into the
job.
"If so be so, then so be it. Kin or no kin, I guess we can afford to pay
him what we were giving Hubbard."
* * * * *
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