At last as he sat gloomily killing time trying to whittle a wooden
chain, and making a botch of it, he seemed to remember one rainy day
when he was a little boy, wandering into a room with another book-case
in it. Not being a little girl, he had had small interest in exploring
the inside of the house, and where that room was he had forgotten; but
if there had been any books in it, they were there still; no single
decade ever made any change in that house. It was worth having a look.
Anybody but a Crittenden, dealing with Crittendens, would have gone to
Grandfather or Grandmother and asked where that book-case was. But it
did not occur to Neale to do that, and if he had thought of the
possibility, he would never have done it. That would have meant talk
about his wanting to read, about what books he liked, and why he liked
them ... all sorts of talk from which Neale shrank away as he did from
physical pawing-over. He set off silently, with a casual air, upon his
search, looking first into the darkened best-room, and going from that
to the garret, the attic over the ell, and the woodshed loft. There were
scattered books in all these places; in the best-room a few big,
illustrated, show-off books, with gold on the bindings, like the Dore
Bible he had so often looked at, and the big Pilgrim's Progress that he
had opened only once. In the garret were dusty old school-books of past
generations, and in the attic over the ell, piles of well-bound black
books, with gold lettering, which turned out to be, desolatingly,
nothing but by-gone Congressional Records and Census Reports. But he had
not found the little brown book-case which he dimly remembered. Perhaps
it wasn't here at all. Well, he'd try the chambers, mostly vacant now,
which had been so full in the days Grandfather liked to tell about, when
he was a little boy, one of fourteen children all growing up
tumultuously together in this big old house.
Neale went down the attic stairs and began to open doors. Nothing doing.
Everywhere the same sparsely furnished room, with painted floor, braided
mat, dark old bed and battered dresser, and ladder-back, flag-bottomed
chairs. Their vacancy struck cold even on Neale's not very
impressionable mind. "A room that hadn't been lived in for a long time
was the limit, anyhow," he thought.
But at the other end of the hall from his own low-ceilinged, little
boy's room, he found one like it, rather more cheerful. The sun came in
through a dormer window as it did in his own room. He remembered now
that this was the room Father had always had, till he went away to
college and after that to New York to live. And there, sure enough was
the little book-case. Of course. He must have seen it lots of times,
going by when the door was open. Now, what was in it? Maybe, after all,
nothing to his purpose; probably this had been used like the shelves in
the attic as a place to put volumes that nobody wanted to read.
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