International relations -- Fiction; Liaoyang, Battle of, Liaoyang, China, 1904 -- Fiction; War correspondents -- Fiction
“That was certainly a fragile underpinning to rear a great lie upon,”
he mused. “I couldn’t have made old Jerry swallow that a year ago....
But there’s good humor in the idea--the book of Routledge energized by
the dynamos of British hate--a book of wars from a man who rather likes
to promote the ranking rottenness of war.... But the name of Cardinegh
cannot go down just yet with that of Colonel Hammond, and the Lotus
Expedition; with treachery.... Living God, how that sweet girl haunts
me!... I must put her away--far back among the cold, closed things. It
isn’t fair to use her as a trellis for thought-vines like mine. She is
just psychic enough to know, without words----”
He thought presently of what Rawder had told him about returning to
India this year; also of Noreen’s amendment--that he was to go very
quickly. How far off it had seemed yesterday!... Routledge was standing
at the window. Though his active mind was filled with sadder, finer
matters, a process of unconscious cerebration was alert for the White
Mustache in the street below. This certain secret agent was not in
sight, but there was not a single individual of the throng who _might
not_ be identified with that silent, fameless department--the men
who had kept the secret of Shubar Khan in spite of Colonel Hammond’s
regiment, which knew all.... London was running with its sordid morning
business--grinding by in the gray morn and the rain.
“London,” he exclaimed softly, marvelling at the great thing which had
befallen him, “the keyboard of the planet! How the Excellent Operator
hungers to turn the full voltage on me now!”
Routledge was hard-hit, and made no pretenses to himself otherwise.
He did not want to go back to India to-day. The thing he had managed
to pray for--the Hate of London--was a crippling horror. It tore down
the inner life of him. He felt already the encompassing loneliness of
an expatriate; worse, he felt against him the gigantic massed soul of
the English. It peopled the shadows of the room and the street and
his brain, filling him with weakness and faltering. It was not that
the idea of death hung to the flanks of his being. He could laugh at
death with a sterling principle. Rather, it was that all that had bound
him to life was dead--work and play and light. He was chained to a
corpse--the hate of London. It was an infectious corrosion which broke
his own spirit, as no physical dread had ever done; yet, stricken as
he was, he felt himself torn in the counter-attraction of two great
passions--between his sweetest woman and his bravest man.... A light
rapping at his inner door startled him. It was the Bookstalls boy.
“Kin I come out now, Mister?”
With a gasp of relief, Routledge turned to the door; but, on the way,
his eyes fell upon the two worn, fallen-in shoes, set so evenly before
the fire.
“Bless you, lad--just a minute,” he said.
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