International relations -- Fiction; Liaoyang, Battle of, Liaoyang, China, 1904 -- Fiction; War correspondents -- Fiction
“Why do you punish me this way, Routledge-san?... Do you think I mind
what London cares or thinks? Do you think London could force me to
believe ill of you?... I must talk with you! May we not go up into your
rooms, out of the crowd and the rain? The little boy may come.”
There was not a window commanding the street which might not have held
the White Mustache that moment; not a single passer-by who might not
have been one of his kind.
“I have turned in my--that is, I have given up my room,” he faltered.
“I must talk with you. Come into my carriage. That will be the better
way. The little boy----”
She caught the look of hostility in the street-waif’s eyes. She was
taking the man away. There was another look, the meaning of which she
did not miss. Routledge bent down to him.
“Good-by, little soul,” he said. “I’ll find you in some doorway again
some time--maybe in the doorway to fame. Be a good little fellow
always. Don’t get tired of being clean, and some time you’ll be mighty
glad.”
The boy watched the carriage move slowly away among the truckage--until
a stranger put a hand upon his shoulder.
* * * * *
For many seconds neither spoke; then it was Noreen.
“What is this big thing you are doing, Routledge-san?”
“I cannot tell--even you.”
“Yes, but you need not have hurt me so. You were going away without a
word to me--and I am so proud to have been for you--against the others.”
“Noreen, you must believe that it is not good for you to be seen with
me now. Every movement I make is known; everyone in the slightest
communication with me is under suspicion. Your loyalty--I cannot even
speak of steadily, it is so big and dear--and because it is so, I
shudder to drag you into these forlorn fortunes of mine. It is in the
power of these people to make you very miserable while I am gone--and
that is anguish to me, nothing less.”
“You think of me--think of me always, and a little social matter
which concerns me!” she exclaimed. “I care nothing for it--oh, please
believe that. Last night you left the Armory, not knowing what
had befallen you. This morning you know all. Could you have done
unconsciously--anything to turn the Hate of London upon you?... It is
not in reason. I believe it is just and right for me to know what my
father told you in the night--but you will not tell me----”
“This thing is mine to carry--to carry alone. Last night I laughed.
To-day I find that it is not a thing to laugh at. The Hate of
London,”--Routledge carved out the words slowly and clearly, in spite
of the resistance of his whole humanity--“I have brought upon myself.”
“Not with dishonor!”
He was silent.
“Not with dishonor, Routledge-san!” she whispered triumphantly, peering
into his eyes. “You could not convey a falsehood to me, not even to
shield another--not even if you uttered the words of the lie. Your eyes
would tell the truth to me!”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account