This is the joy; and close behind it comes the anguish, ‘sweetest and
heaviest of all pains.’ It is the sense of unsatisfied desire—the pain of
love—which comes from the enduring consciousness of a gulf fixed between
the self and That with which it desires to unite. “Of this inward demand
and compulsion, which makes the creature to rise up and prepare itself to
the utmost of its power, without yet being able to reach or attain the
Unity—of this, there springs a spiritual pain. When the heart’s core, the
very source of life, is wounded by love, and man cannot attain that thing
which he desires above else; when he must stay ever where he desires no
more to be, of these feelings comes this pain.... When man cannot achieve
God, and yet neither can nor will do without Him; in such men there
arises a furious agitation and impatience, both within and without. And
whilst man is in this tumult, no creature in heaven or earth can help him
or give him rest.”[42]
The sensible heat of love is felt with a greater violence now than at any
other period of life; the rays of the Spiritual Sun strike the soul with
terrific force, ripening the fruits of the virtues, yet bringing danger
to the health, both mental and physical, of those who are not properly
prepared, and who faint under the exhaustion of this ‘intense fury of
Divine Love,’ this onslaught which ‘eats up the heart.’ These are ‘the
dog-days of the spiritual year.’ As all nature languishes under their
stifling heat, so too long an exposure to their violence may mean ruin to
the physical health of the growing self. Yet those who behave with
prudence need not take permanent harm; a kind of wise steadfastness will
support them throughout this turbulent period. “Following through all
storms the path of love, they will advance towards that place whither
love leadeth them.”[43]
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