Her pride was affronted; and yet it was not as if an inferior had
rebuked her. He picked up his hat, a frightful confection of tan and
yellow straw, and the textbook out of which she had learned--in
heaven's name, why?--the facts that "el" and "al" are assimilated
before dentals, and that "elli" is omitted after general substantives.
Hamoud-bin-Said inclined his handsome head, while concluding:
"You will soon forget all you have learned from me, and I shall have
received your money for nothing." His impassiveness was deranged by a
look of chagrin, as he blurted out harshly: "I regret that the money
also has flown away, or I should insist----"
He held his head high, as if trying to rise above his feeling of
degradation.
Lilla stood looking at him thoughtfully from under the edge of a
verdigris-colored turban that matched the high collar of her walking
suit. She was reluctant to let him drift away to some obscure,
wretched fate, to which his native apathy would surely direct him. She
perceived in him again a certain relationship to herself, a
relationship due not only to his past good fortune, but also to
something in his character--perhaps some likeness of enthusiasm, or
even some identical kind of ardor, or else some weakness that had
ruined him but had not yet ruined her. So it was with a blush that she
suggested:
"See here, an invalid friend of mine is dissatisfied with the man who
takes care of him----"
When she had made herself clear, his face turned brick-red, and for an
instant his eyes were terrible. One would have said that some ancestor
uncontaminated by Zanzibar, some true Arab of Oman, stood there in his
place, flaming with outraged dignity. He cast back at her one more
burning look before he stalked from the house.
The following week, when she had forgotten him, she found him, at
twilight, in the black-and-white hall.
He looked exhausted, as if he had tramped innumerable miles; and his
face was as pale as death. He bowed humbly, muttering:
"Madam, if you will forgive, I am now ready to be the servant of that
sick man."
CHAPTER XXVII
Sometimes she tried to stand off as a spectator of her emotionalism, to
examine these new feelings. Were they more egotistical than
compassionate, more defiant than gentle? Among them, at any rate,
there was gratitude. She had found an object in life, had splendidly
emerged from her old sensations of incompleteness and inferiority. No
longer that morbid humility struggling in vain to transform itself into
a violent self-assertion. Not since she had become the virtual
creatrix of beauty, even the giver of life!
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