"Which, nevertheless, you insisted upon hearing," he interrupted her.
"Listen, then! I will not deny to you what cannot, indeed, be denied. I
will confront my fate, for it has come upon me like a fate. Yes, I have
loved you, Hertha, from the first moment of seeing you, and if I could
have hoped for your love in return the coronet of the Steinrücks would
not have deterred me for an instant. If my bliss were as far above me
and as unattainable as the Eagle ridge there, I would scale the heights
though every step threatened ruin. I would snatch it to my arms in
spite of all the world! But I was warned, warned by a child, who once
cozened from me my Alpine roses, to play with them for a while and then
to pluck them wantonly to pieces. Those are the same golden curls,
the same beautiful, evil eyes,--I knew them the first moment that we
met,--but never again shall those lips say to me with contempt, 'Go
away, I do not like you any more! I am tired of playing.' Those words
have rung in my ears through all the bewitching music of your voice.
The boy chose to have his flowers perish in the flames rather than
leave them in your grasp, and the man will crush and annihilate his
love, even though a part of his life dies with it,--it never shall be a
plaything in your hands!"
Hertha had grown deadly pale; no one had ever before dared thus to
insult her, to hurl the truth so recklessly and unsparingly in her
face; but what did this man whom she had driven to extremity care
whether she were offended or not? The tempest which she herself had
evoked raged about her; she could no longer restrain its fury. She saw
this clearly as Michael stood before her all aflame and overwhelmed her
with this strange mixture of love and hatred. His every fibre vibrated
with intense passion, and yet he struggled against it with a force that
would not succumb. He was conquered, not subdued.
"You will please release me, Lieutenant Rodenberg, from listening
further to such words as these," the young Countess said at last,
summoning up all her self-possession. "I will go and meet his
reverence."
"No need to do so. I am going," said Michael; his voice was low but
firm. "I am aware that hereafter we can have nothing to say to each
other. Farewell, Countess Steinrück."
He bowed and went. Hertha did not see which way he turned, nor did she
perceive that the priest was approaching. She stood motionless.
The wind was rising; the sprays of the wild rosebush waved and
fluttered above her head, the sea of clouds swelled and rolled nearer
and nearer, while the misty breakers seemed ready to descend in floods
upon the pastures. The transfiguring glow above the Eagle ridge had
faded, the golden phantoms had vanished: heavy gray masses of mist were
swimming there now; they sank lower and lower, and joined the dark
clouds below that were suddenly torn asunder, and with a quivering,
jagged flash it leaped forth,--the flaming sword of Saint Michael!
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