Maggie burst out laughing through the tears that yet filled her eyes,
and the child, who could hear but not see her, began to cry a little,
so rousing the mother in her to a sense that he was being treated too
unceremoniously; when she bounded to liberate him, undid the towel, and
seated herself with him in her lap. The grandfather, not sorry to be
released, gave his shoulders a little writhing shake, laughed an amused
laugh, and set off boring and stitching and drawing at redoubled speed.
“Weel, Maggie?” he said, with loving interrogation, but without looking
up.
“I saw ye was richt, father, and it set me greitin sae sair that I
forgot the bairn, and you, father, as weel. Gang on, please, and say
what ye think fit: it’s a’ true!”
“There’s little left for me to say, lassie, noo ye hae begun to say’t to
yersel. But, believe me, though ye can never be the bairn’s ain mither,
_she_ can never be til ’im the same ye hae been a’ready, whatever mair
or better may follow. The pairt ye hae chosen is guid eneuch never to be
taen frae ye—i’ this warl or the neist!”
“Thank ye, father, for that! I’ll dee for him what I can, ohn forgotten
that he’s no mine but anither wuman’s. I maunna tak frae her what’s her
ain!”
The soutar, especially while at his work, was always trying “to get,”
as he said, “into his Lord’s company,”—now endeavouring, perhaps, to
understand some saying of his, or now, it might be, to discover his
reason for saying it just then and there. Often, also, he would be
pondering why he allowed this or that to take place in the world, for it
was his house, where he was always present and always at work. Humble as
diligent disciple, he never doubted, when once a thing had taken place,
that it was by his will it came to pass, but he saw that evil itself,
originating with man or his deceiver, was often made to subserve the
final will of the All-in-All. And he knew in his own self that much must
first be set right there, before the will of the Father could be done in
earth as it was in heaven. Therefore in any new development of feeling
in his child, he could recognize the pressure of a guiding hand in the
formation of her history; and was able to understand St. John where he
says, “Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear
what we shall be, but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall
be like him, for we shall see him as he is.” For first, foremost, and
deepest of all, he positively and absolutely believed in the man whose
history he found in the Gospel: that is, he believed not only that
such a man once was, and that every word he then spoke was true, but he
believed that that man was still in the world, and that every word
he then spoke, had always been, still was, and always would be true.
Therefore he also believed—which was more both to the Master and to
John MacLear, his disciple—that the chief end of his conscious life
must be to live in His presence, and keep his affections ever, afresh
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