“And God at the back o’ baith, bairn!” rejoined the soutar. “It’s
thinkable that the Almichty may hae special diffeeculty wi sic as he,
but nane can jeedge o’ ony thing or body till they see the hin’er en’ o’
’t a’. But I’m thinkin it maun aye be harder for ane that hasna his ain
mither to luik til. Ony ither body, be she as guid as she may, maun be
but a makshift!—For ae thing he winna get the same naitral disciplene
’at ilka mither cat gies its kitlins!”
“Maybe! maybe!—I ken I couldna ever lay a finger upo’ the bonny cratur
mysel!” said Maggie.
“There ’tis!” returned her father. “And I dinna think,” he went on, “we
could expec muckle frae the wisdom o’ the mither o’ ’m, gien she had
him. I doobt she micht turn oot to be but a makshift hersel! There’s
mony aboot ’im ’at’ll be sair eneuch upon ’im, but nane the wiser for
that! Mony ane’ll luik upon ’im as a bairn in whause existence God has
had nae share—or jist as muckle share as gies him a grup o’ ’im to gie
’im his licks! There’s a heap o’ mystery aboot a’thing, Maggie, and that
frae the vera beginnin to the vera en’! It may be ’at yon bairnie’s i’
the waur danger jist frae haein you and me, Maggie! Eh, but I wuss his
ain mither war gien back til him! And wha can tell but she’s needin him
waur nor he’s needin her—though there maun aye be something he canna
get—’cause ye’re no his ain mither, Maggie, and I’m no even his ain
gutcher!”
The adoptive mother burst into a howl.
“Father, father, ye’ll brak the hert o’ me!” she almost yelled, and laid
the child on the top of her father’s hands in the very act of drawing
his waxed ends.
Thus changing him perforce from cobbler to nurse, she bolted from the
kitchen, and up the little stair; and throwing herself on her knees by
the bedside, sought, instinctively and unconsciously, the presence of
him who sees in secret. But for a time she had nothing to say even
to _him_, and could only moan on in the darkness beneath her closed
eyelids.
Suddenly she came to herself, remembering that she too had abandoned her
child: she must go back to him!
But as she ran, she heard loud noises of infantile jubilation, and
re-entering the kitchen, was amazed to see the soutar’s hands moving as
persistently if not quite so rapidly as before: the child hung at the
back of the soutar’s head, in the bight of the long jack-towel from
behind the door, holding on by the gray hair of his occiput. There
he tugged and crowed, while his care-taker bent over his labour,
circumspect in every movement, nor once forgetting the precious thing
on his back, who was evidently delighted with his new style of being
nursed, and only now and then made a wry face at some movement of the
human machine too abrupt for his comfort. Evidently he took it all as
intended solely for his pleasure.
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