All of the time while he wuz gettin’ his education so hardly, spendin’
every hour he could possibly spare from his work in endeavorin’ to fit
himself for a future of freedom and usefulness—all this while he had
been told, been taught in sermons and religious and secular literature,
and read it in law books and statutes, that merit wuz the only patent
of nobility in this country, that merit would win the prizes of life.
To this end he had worked, had shaped his own life to habits of honesty
and industry; he had surrounded himself with all the safeguards
possible to keep him in the right path, chose for his intimate friends
young men who cherished the same lofty ideals that he did.
He attended church constantly, became an earnest Christian, had
obtained an excellent education, and then it wuz not strange that he
should look about him to try to behold the rewards that merit wins. One
illustration of this reward of merit we have jest given—when he wuz
elected Justice of the Peace.
That wuz a fair sample of the rewards of merit offered to his race.
He wuz not alone in it; no, he looked about him, and he saw thousands
and thousands of young colored men who had studied jest as hard as he
had—they too had dreams of this great truth that had been dinned in
their ears so long—that Christianity, education, and merit will win
all the prizes of life.
They studied, they worked hard, they pursued lofty ideals, and when
they left their schools they wuz Christians, they wuz educated, they
wuz meritorious. Their minds wuz bright and well equipped, their tastes
wuz refined, they wuz good.
Of what avail wuz it all, so Felix asked himself, when they wuz pushed
back to the wall by brazen audacity and ignorance—and intolerance and
ignorance and immorality, if encased in a white skin, might snatch all
the prizes out of their hands and take their places in the front ranks
of life.
In many States in the South they could not get the place of a policeman
if it depended upon the integrity of the ballot.
What sort of an education, a finishing school, wuz this for the young
colored man of the South? Wuz such unblushin’ fraud, and lies, and
cheatin’, and heart-burnings, and sickenin’ disappointments, and deeds
of violence, a wholesome atmosphere for young people to learn morals in?
Felix, as he looked about him and saw the thousands and thousands and
thousands of young men, graduates of schools and members of churches,
in jest the same condition as he himself wuz—he might be pardoned if
he asked himself if the long horror of the War had been in vain.
If Lincoln and Grant and all the other pure souls had toiled and died
in vain.
If the millions of dollars given by Northern philanthropy, and the
noble lives of sacrifice in teachin’ and preachin’, had been given in
vain.
He might be pardoned if he said:
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