Religious disputations -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian
As you know, the law of the Empire is that no one shall be punished with
death except by a Roman court, and only when he has been convicted of
specified crimes; for the spirit of Roman usage has always been, in the
words of Tiberius, that the injuries of the gods are the gods' affair.
Stephen, after an argument with his accusers, suddenly cried out with a
loud voice: "Behold, I see the heavens opened, and the Son of Man
standing at the right hand of God." With one accord his exasperated
enemies stripped off their cloaks and laid them at the feet of Paul, who
took charge of them; and they stoned Stephen, Paul consenting to his
death.
Even at the time, perhaps, standing aside and taking no part in the
murder, Paul's conscience may have reproved him. In any case the
incident assumed, afterwards, an enormous importance for him. He could
not speak of it without emotion. Perhaps also he feared that he might be
accused to the Roman authorities for his part in the riot. His mind
became abnormally excited.
Some days afterwards he set out for Damascus to bring up some more
Christians to Jerusalem, to be tried by the same barbarous assembly.
Suddenly at noon he saw a blinding light, and he fell to the ground. A
voice called to him out of the sky. According to some accounts the voice
uttered a phrase from Euripides: it is hard for thee to kick against the
goads. The phrase had passed into current use. However strange it may
seem that a voice from heaven should have uttered these words, it is
perfectly natural that Paul should have heard them; he must have heard
them before, many times.
But what goads were meant? The pricks of conscience, perhaps, for his
share in the murder of Stephen; some secret remorse, against which he
had steeled his heart, in the hope that time and use would cure it. Such
was the conversion of Paul. His nature had suffered no change from it;
he had merely found a new aim for his life, and the same zeal, which he
had used in his persecution of the Christians, he now asserted in their
cause. To himself this incident of his conversion seemed unnatural,
miraculous; but to us it is simple, and easily explained, being merely a
repetition of Stephen's vision. As I have already written, he was of
delicate health; some nervous, constitutional weakness affected him;
epilepsy, perhaps, or something akin to it. His accounts of what
happened varied; for he seemed to have told the story in different ways
to different people. In one account, those who were with him heard the
voice, but did not see the light; and in another version they saw the
light, but did not hear the voice. Paul himself had not known Christ in
the flesh. He knew little of him, except that he had been born, had
gathered about him a group of disciples, had preached, and had died on
the cross.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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