Religious disputations -- Fiction; Short stories, Australian
But there is a graver danger to the friends of Paul. They are for the
most part humble artisans, followers of the lowest trades, mendicants,
and cheap hawkers; despised by all classes, they are at once despised,
hated, and feared, by the class immediately above them, with whom they
must necessarily enter into competition where the dividing line is
faint, or barely drawn at all. Beside this natural jealousy of an alien
competition, there is the sense of distrust which the secrecy of their
lives breeds in the minds of the citizens. People invariably suspect a
man who leads a retired life, either of some shameful practices, or of a
guilty past. Yet suspicion and persecution do not suffice to turn this
little community out of the way they have chosen. After the day is over,
they meet together, as one family, in some dimly-lit room, and greet
each other with peace and love. It is time to awake out of sleep, they
say; the hour approaches, the Lord cometh. That is their whole life,
they have no active part in the great revolutionary social movement of
slaves and freedom, they sit with folded hands, patiently, awaiting the
coming of their Lord, who shall judge the world, and end it.
Moving among them, taking part almost in their daily life, a life
removed and hidden from the world, how could I blame them? Their
credulity even seemed sacred to me, it was so fragile a thing, of such
delicate and exquisite growth, a desire which has lain always close to
the heart of man. For me, beyond the flaming walls of the world sit the
deathless gods in their quiet seats, peace flooding their hearts; and no
sound of mortal anguish ascends to them, but they sit ever in their
halls shining with silver and glittering with gold, and the lovely lyre
makes an immortal music about them, and wine gladdens the feast, and the
rhythmic motion of the dancing choirs; but for these poor artisans of
Corinth the god is a companion by the way, they love to speak of him
under homely words, he is the vine-dresser, the grafter of olives, the
sower; he carries into their sordid lives the peace of wide skies and
tranquil waters, he is the shepherd who tends his flock and leads them
into pleasant pastures. Yes, behind Paul, the man of fire, whose life
was an odyssey, full of arduous endeavour and storm, was another figure,
a figure of singular beauty, before whom even the fire of Paul's ardour
flickered and was tamed, the Christ whom man had crucified, and who had
redeemed man from sin and death. They seemed to have fashioned him out
of their own weary lives, their blood and tears; he had pity on their
suffering, and suffered for them; he had mercy on their sin, and took it
upon himself, they could bear all for his sake who had borne all for
theirs; he had revealed to them sympathy and love.
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