After the operator's shutter had made its significant click two or three
times, the party wended their way to the Strand, and Evarne had her name
duly inscribed upon several agents' books. In some cases this privilege
cost money, and she returned home horrified by the rapidity with which
funds melted. True, Bertie Anderson had "stood" both girls their
luncheon, but despite this, the day's output had been something
alarming.
Everyone in the house continued to concern themselves over her welfare.
Indeed, from the first hour of her arrival in London she had met with
nothing but goodwill. Herein Heaven watched over her, for this general
kindliness on the part of mankind at large was the best possible balm
for her scorned and wounded affections. True, no care from others could
really touch the injury inflicted by "the one," but it all served to
help melt the ice that seemed gathered around her breast.
Her acquaintance with the merry, good-natured "Fun in the Hayfield"
people proved a veritable salvation. Left to herself for any appreciable
period, she weakly sank into a state of brooding despair, but save for
the evening of the "photographer-hunting" day, she was in their society
for practically the whole of the remainder of the week.
Mr. Cuthbert had offered to pass her into the music hall that night, but
she declined the offer. She was tired, and shrank from the anticipated
noise and glare. But once alone she regretted her decision. Memories of
the past crowded thick upon her, with their train of regrets, hot
indignation, bitter sorrow, and the thousand and one tearing passions
that rendered thought unendurable. Solitude was--for the present at
least--but a state of torture to be avoided at all costs. Distraction,
company, variety was no longer a matter of choice, but an absolute
necessity. She had vainly endeavoured to find relief from the agony of
thought by mingling with the passing crowds. Despairing, she returned
home and to bed, but her brain had worked itself into a tumult during
the long evening hours, and no sleep came. Long she lay awake, weeping,
hating, yearning and lamenting.
"You look paler than ever, Evarne, my dear! Whatever have you been doing
to yourself?" cried Margaret, who came up to present her with some
chocolates from a box that some admiring "chap" had sent round to the
stage door. She was in high feather over the little gift.
"People think we get so many flowers given us we haven't vases to put
them in, and so many pairs of gloves we haven't hands enough to wear
them, and so many sweeties we haven't digestions enough to tackle them
all, let alone cheques and presents of jewellery about once a week!" she
exclaimed; "but I assure you that's a jolly big mistake, as you'll find
out, dear. Come on, tuck in to chocs and take some of this row. They've
got pinky cream, and you'll have to put some colour on from the outside,
if you can't manage to provide it somehow from the inside," and she
laughed gaily.
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