Selected papers on hysteria and other psychoneurosesFreud, Sigmund
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Selected papers on hysteria and other psychoneuroses
Freud, Sigmund
Hysteria; Neuroses; Psychoanalysis
For some time the state of affairs was clear to me. Absorbed in
painfully sweet recollections she was wholly unconscious of the drift of
her thoughts and continued to reproduce her reminiscences, the time in
Gastein, the worry connected with the expectations of the letter,
finally the information of her sister’s illness, the long wait until the
evening when she could first leave Gastein, the journey with its
tormenting uncertainties during a sleepless night—all these moments were
accompanied by a violent aggravation of the pain. I asked her if during
the journey she thought of the sad possibility which she afterward found
realized. She answered that she carefully avoided the thought but that
in her opinion her mother expected the worst from the very beginning.
This was followed by the reminiscences of her arrival in Vienna—the
impressions which she received from the relatives at the station, the
short journey from Vienna to the neighboring summer resort where her
sister lived, the arrival in the evening, the hasty walk through the
garden to the door of the little garden pavilion—a silence in the house,
the oppressive darkness, the fact of not having been received by the
brother-in-law. She then recalled standing before the bed seeing the
deceased, and in the moment of the awful certainty that the beloved
sister had died without having taken leave of them and without having
her last days eased through their nursing—in that very moment another
thought flashed through Elisabeth’s brain which now peremptorily
repeated itself. The thought which flashed like dazzling lightning
through the darkness was, “Now he is free again, and I can become his
wife.”
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