‘I wondered that I wasn’t tired physically. There my grand new silk
pyjamas were, yet I felt no desire to go to bed... none while it was
still possible for me to go. The little writing-table at the foot of my
bed seemed to invite me. I had brought with me in my portmanteau a sheaf
of letters, letters that I had purposely left unanswered in order that I
might answer them on KEEB HALL note-paper. These the footman had neatly
laid beside the blotting-pad on that little writing-table at the foot
of the bed. I regretted that the notepaper stacked there had no ducal
coronet on it. What matter? The address sufficed. If I hadn’t yet made a
good impression on the people who were staying here, I could at any rate
make one on the people who weren’t. I sat down. I set to work. I wrote a
prodigious number of fluent and graceful notes.
‘Some of these were to strangers who wanted my autograph. I was always
delighted to send my autograph, and never perfunctory in the manner of
sending it.... “Dear Madam,” I remember writing to somebody that night,
“were it not that you make your request for it so charmingly, I should
hesitate to send you that which rarity alone can render valuable.--Yours
truly, Hilary Maltby.” I remember reading this over and wondering
whether the word “render” looked rather commercial. It was in the act
of wondering thus that I raised my eyes from the note-paper and saw,
through the bars of the brass bedstead, the naked sole of a large human
foot--saw beyond it the calf of a great leg; a nightshirt; and the face
of Stephen Braxton. I did not move.
‘I thought of making a dash for the door, dashing out into the corridor,
shouting at the top of my voice for help. I sat quite still.
‘What kept me to my chair was the fear that if I tried to reach the door
Braxton would spring off the bed to intercept me. If I sat quite still
perhaps he wouldn’t move. I felt that if he moved I should collapse
utterly.
‘I watched him, and he watched me. He lay there with his body
half-raised, one elbow propped on the pillow, his jaw sunk on his
breast; and from under his black brows he watched me steadily.
‘No question of mere nerves now. That hope was gone. No mere optical
delusion, this abiding presence. Here Braxton was. He and I were
together in the bright, silent room. How long would he be content to
watch me?
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