She and I, Volume 2: A Love Story. A Life History.Hutcheson, John C. (John Conroy)
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She and I, Volume 2: A Love Story. A Life History.
Hutcheson, John C. (John Conroy)
Love stories
I sat down and penned the most vivid sketch of my present grief, asking
her to reconsider the former decision she had given against me. I was
certain, I said, that it was only through _her_ influence that Min had
rejected me; and I earnestly besought her good will. I was now in a
better position, I urged, than I had been the previous year, my income
being nearly doubled--thanks to Government and what I was able to reap
from my literary lucubrations:--what more could she require? Besides,
my assets would increase, at the least, by the ten pound bonus which a
grateful country annually aggregates to the salary of its victims each
year--not to speak of the fortune I might make by my "connection with
the press!" In fact, I said everything that I could, to colour my case
and get judgment recorded in my favour.
But, my toil was all in vain!
I sent over my letter by a servant, with instructions to leave it at the
door; while, I, waited in all the evening expecting an answer, in
breathless suspense.
None came; but, next morning I received back my own despatch enclosed in
another envelope, unopened, unread.
I went down to the office that day in quite a cheerful mood again, I can
tell you!
How I did enjoy Brown's balderdash; the witty sallies of Smith;
Robinson's repartees; Jones' jocosities!
When, after my official labours, I returned again to Saint Canon's that
evening, I made another attempt to see Mrs Clyde.
No. The servant who answered the door, when I timidly called for the
third time at the house, told me that instructions had been given to say
"not at home" always _to me_.
Pleasant!
War had been declared:--a "guerre a outrance," as I had anticipated;
but, it was a struggle in which I was stretched on the ground at my
adversary's mercy, with her vengeful blade at my heart!
I then wrote to Min.
It was a long letter. I bewailed my hasty severance of the old
relations between us, and asked her to have pity on my sad fate. I
poured out all the flood of feeling which had deluged my breast since we
had parted at the party. I begged, I implored her not to desert me at
her mother's bidding.
My letter I posted, so that it should not be stopped en route, and
returned to me unread by my darling, whom I asked to write to me, if
only one line, to tell me that she had really received my appeal
safely--requesting her, also, to reply to me at my office that I might
get her answer in the soonest possible time.
I dreamt of her subsequently, the whole night through:--it was a
horrible dream!
A third day of torture in my governmental mill. Six mortal hours more
of dreary misery; and, helpless boredom at the hands of Smith, Brown,
Jones, and Robinson!
And, then, I got my reply.
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