"Because I didn't want to--er, desecrate this fine old spot," he told
her. "Now please don't call me 'Mr. Wolfe' any more!"
"Oh, Mr. Wolfe," with the very queerest, chilliest little smile, "how
many times did you figure out the amount o' lumber you could get from
this tree before you mag-nan-i-mously decided to let it stand--Mr.
Wolfe?"
He winced. A sharp reply sprang to his lips, but he kept himself from
giving it voice.
"If you don't mind," he said, "I'd rather you wouldn't tease--now."
"Well," and her eyes scintillated peculiarly, "'Little Buck' sounds so
much like an outlaw's name, or the name of an ox, you know."
She was strikingly handsome in that moment. A sudden feeling that he
was her inferior kept him from being very much exasperated. He looked
down at his ragged and greasy corduroys, at his grimy hands, at his
worn old boots. He touched the short, stubby beard on his chin with
finger and thumb. But he must offer his long-delayed apology.
"I wanted to ask pardon, Tot," said he, "for telling you a month ago
that I didn't think I'd forgive you for sending the sheriff out here.
I've seen you but twice since that day, and you avoided meeting me both
times, or I'd have apologized sooner. Will you pardon me, Tot, and try
to forget that I was such a brute?"
The mountain heart within her leaped wildly. What was an apology,
the mere uttering of a few courteous words, compared to the nights
and nights of poignant suffering his wounding her had brought? She
had drawn deeply from self-pity for solace, without knowing that
self-pity is one of the most poisonous weeds in the garden of life. She
remembered more keenly than ever now. The wrong was magnified in her
intensely human breast. And--she loved him.
Tot Singleton straightened proudly and proudly lifted her head.
Deliberately she repeated the words that he had said to her when it was
she that begged forgiveness.
"I don't think I will."
"Tot, you can't mean that!"
"But I do mean it," quite calmly.
"Then I'm mighty sorry, little girl."
He faced about slowly and left her, going toward his sawmill.
"I'm lowdown!" she whispered to herself when he had disappeared in the
bush. "I made fun o' his name, and how could he help his people if he
used any other name? Oh, I'm lowdown--He's such a fine man, and I--I
have to watch myself, or I can't even talk proper!"
She turned her face to the body of the old willow that had been a
witness to so much in her life, and sobbed because she hated herself
for having taken her revenge.
XV
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