English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
“He wants to have a straight argument,” Greatorex said, and then
sinking his voice to a confidential note, he continued, “And if you
ask me, Fell, Harrison’s _afraid_ of spiritualism. I’ve seen him
tackled before, and he loses his temper. He doesn’t want to listen! You
know the look that comes into a fellow’s face when he’s shutting his
mind against you--a sort of resolution and concentration as if he’d
got his eye on his own ideal somewhere in the middle distance, and did
not mean to look away from it....” He paused in the very heart of his
account of Harrison’s perversity, suddenly struck by the application of
his description to the present expression on Fell’s face. “Pretty much
the look you’re wearing now, in fact,” he concluded drily. “Sorry if
I’ve been boring you.”
Fell came back to a realisation of his lapse with a slight start. “No,
no, rather not, Greatorex,” he said. “I mean it wasn’t that; the truth
is I’m rather worried. I was thinking....” He waved his hand vaguely in
the direction of the sunset, and added, “That, somehow, made me feel as
if....”
Greatorex thrust his hands into the pockets of his dinner-jacket and
turned round to observe the phenomenon that had distracted Fell’s
attention. For a moment his prominent nose and rather small head came
out as an emphatic silhouette against the afterglow in the North-West;
and to Fell, already deep in the languors of sentiment, presented an
air of picturesque romance.
Since Fell had come out from the high-lights and conventional
influences of the house, his determination had begun to give way. In
the atmosphere of the dining-room, he had felt certain that he would
be right in doing what he had come down here expressly to do. Phyllis
was no wife for a Civil Servant in his position. He had seen the
consequences of such marriages in the Service. They kept a man back. If
he married her, he would lose just that extra fillip of influence which
would make the difference between special appointments and the common
routine of promotion that would leave him no better prospect than an
ultimate income of at best ten or twelve hundred pounds a year. One
could not expect Lady Ulrica, for example, to continue the patronage
she seemed, at present, so willing to lend him, if he made a marriage
of that kind. He had seen it all so clearly while they were at dinner,
and although his heart had failed him at the thought of his coming
interview with Phyllis--she was so sweet and so gentle and she loved
him with such an amazing singleness and rapture--he had been sure that
he must give her up before his honour was entangled.
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