Silence, and other storiesFreeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
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Silence, and other stories
Freeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, American
“Oh,” he panted, “I--did not mean to be--too presuming, and offend you.
I--crave your pardon--”
Evelina had recovered herself. She stood with her little hands clasped,
and her eyes cast down before him; but not a quiver stirred her pale
face, which seemed turned to marble by this last effort of her maiden
pride. “I have nothing to pardon,” said she. “It was I, whose bold
behavior, unbecoming a modest and well-trained young woman, gave rise
to what seemed like presumption on your part.” The sense of justice was
strong within her, but she made her speech haughtily and primly, as if
she had learned it by rote from some maiden school-mistress, and pulled
her arm away and turned to go; but Thomas’s words stopped her.
“Not--unbecoming if it came--from the heart,” said he, brokenly,
scarcely daring to speak, and yet not daring to be silent.
Then Evelina turned on him, with a sudden strange pride that lay
beneath all other pride, and was of a nobler and truer sort. “Do you
think I would have given you the look that I did if it had not come
from my heart?” she demanded. “What did you take me to be--false
and a jilt? I may be a forward young woman, who has overstepped the
bounds of maidenly decorum, and I shall never get over the shame of
it, but I am truthful, and I am no jilt.” The brilliant color flamed
out on Evelina’s cheeks. Her blue eyes met Thomas’s with that courage
of innocence and nature which dares all shame. But it was only for a
second; the tears sprung into them. “I beg you to let me go home,” she
said, pitifully; but Thomas caught her in his arms, and pressed her
troubled maiden face against his breast.
“Oh, I love you so!” he whispered--“I love you so, Evelina, and I was
afraid you were angry with me for it.”
“And I was afraid,” she faltered, half weeping and half shrinking
from him, “lest you were angry with me for betraying the state of my
feelings, when you could not return them.” And even then she used that
gentle formality of expression with which she had been taught by her
maiden preceptors to veil decorously her most ardent emotions. And,
in truth, her training stood her in good stead in other ways; for she
presently commanded, with that mild dignity of hers which allowed of no
remonstrance, that Thomas should take away his arm from her waist, and
give her no more kisses for that time.
“It is not becoming for any one,” said she, “and much less for a
minister of the gospel. And as for myself, I know not what Mistress
Perkins would say to me. She has a mind much above me, I fear.”
“Mistress Perkins is enjoying her mind in Boston,” said Thomas Merriam,
with the laugh of a triumphant young lover.
But Evelina did not laugh. “It might be well for both you and me if she
were here,” said she, seriously. However, she tempered a little her
decorous following of Mistress Perkins’s precepts, and she and Thomas
went hand in hand up the lane and across the fields.
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