Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
During that November the fogs were very bad and, as an epidemic
term had compelled the Misses Marrow to close their school,
Michael brooded at home in the gaslit rooms
that shone dully in the street of footsteps. The long morning
would drag its length out, and dinner would find no appetite
in Michael. Stella seemed not to care to play and would mope
with round eyes saddened by this eternal gloom. Dusk was
merely marked by the drawing down of the blinds at the clock’s
hour without regard to the transit from day to night. Michael
used to wonder if it were possible that this fog would last
for ever, if for ever he would live in Carlington Road in this
yellow twilight, if his mother had forgotten there ever was
such a person as Michael Fane. But, at any rate, he would have
to grow up. He could not always be the same size. That was a
consolation. It was jolly to dream of being grown-up, to plan
one’s behaviour and think of freedom. The emancipation of
being grown-up seemed to Michael to be a magnificent prospect.
To begin with it was no longer possible to be naughty. He
realized, indeed, that crimes were a temptation to some
grown-ups, that people of a certain class committed murders
and burglaries, but as he felt no inclination to do either, he
looked forward to a life of unbroken virtue.
So far as he could ascertain, grown-up people were exempt from
even the necessity to distinguish between good and evil. If
Michael examined the Commandments one by one, this became
obvious. _Thou shalt have none other gods than me_ . Why should
one want to have? One was enough. The Children of Israel must
be different from Michael. He could not understand such
peculiar people. _Make not to thyself any graven image_ . The
only difficulty about this commandment was its length for
learning. Otherwise it did not seem to bear on present-day
life. _Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in
vain_ . This was another vague injunction. Who wanted to?
_Remember thou keep holy the Sabbath Day_ . It was obviously a
simple matter for grown-up people, who no longer enjoyed
playing with toys, to keep this commandment. At present it was
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