Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“Now then, Michael, run downstairs like a good boy and fetch my
needle and cotton which I left in the morning-room,” Nurse
would command. And in the gathering dusk Michael would
practically slide downstairs until he reached the basement.
Then, clutching the object of his errand, he would brace
himself for the slower ascent. Suppose that when he reached the
hall there were two skeletons sitting on the hall chest?
Suppose that on the landing above a number of rats rushed out
from the housemaid’s closet to bite his legs and climb over him
and gnaw his face? Suppose that from the landing outside his
own room a masked burglar were stealing into his room to hide
himself under the bed? Suppose that when he arrived back at the
day-nursery, Stella and Nurse were lying with their heads
chopped off, as he had once seen a family represented by a pink
newspaper in the window of a little shop near Hammersmith
Broadway? Michael used to reach his goal, white and shaking,
and slam the door against the unseen follower who had dogged
his footsteps from the coal-cellar. The cries of a London
twilight used to oppress him. From the darkening streets and
from the twinkling houses inexplicable sounds floated about the
air. They had the sadness of church-bells, and like
church-bells they could not be located exactly. Michael thought
that London was the most melancholy city in the world. Even at
Christmas-time, behind all the gaiety and gold of a main road
lay the trackless streets that were lit, it seemed, merely by
pin-points of gas, so far apart were the lamp-posts, such a
small sad circle of pavement did they illuminate. The rest was
shadows and glooms and whispers. Even in the jollity of the
pantomime and comfortable smell of well-dressed people the
thought of the journey home through the rainy evening brooded
upon the gayest scene. The going home was sad indeed, as in the
farthest corner of the jolting omnibus they jogged through the
darkness. The painted board of places and fares
used to depress Michael. He could not bear to think of the
possibilities opened up by the unknown names beyond Piccadilly
Circus. Once in a list of fares he read the word Whitechapel
and shivered at the thought that an omnibus could from
Whitechapel pass the corner of Carlington Road. This very
omnibus had actually come from the place where murders were
done. Murderers might at this moment be travelling in his
company. Michael looked askance at the six nodding travellers
who sat opposite, at the fumes of their breath, at their hands
clasped round the handles of their umbrellas. There, for all
he knew, sat Jack the Ripper.
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