Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
General
Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
Mrs. Baker both looked and felt distressed. John Beacham, whom she knew
well by repute, and partly, indeed, personally, was the one
stumbling-block, the single, but very discouraging hitch, in the new
view of things which had been opened out to her sight. Not--let me be
thoroughly understood--that this excellent matron looked with indulgent
eyes upon her prodigal’s offence; but the deed being done and
ineffaceable, she trusted, seeing that a tardy repentance had followed
on the crime, that a merciful forgiveness might be awarded to the
penitent, and that Honor would perhaps--But here the thought of John
Beacham, his rights, and prejudices, and claims, obtruded themselves,
and checked the hopeful projects that were rising up in her mind
concerning her so-lately-discovered relative.
“Did he--_did_ my father say anything about John?” Honor asked again
imploringly. She had more than reciprocated Mrs. Baker’s sudden
predilection, and the idea that more than probably, supposing that lady
to be ignorant of Mr. Beacham’s intemperance, she would withdraw her
countenance from herself, was terribly alarming. The pleasantest
peculiarities which Honor had as yet discovered in her father’s mother
lay in her extreme gentleness of manner, and the exceeding softness of
her voice. There was a refinement, too, in her manner and actions, which
was delightful to the foolish creature whose ambition not only to be
that mystical thing we call a lady, but to be able to choose her
associates from amongst the high-placed of the earth, had become, since
her acquaintance with Arthur Vavasour, almost a mania. Noticing her
anxiety, Mrs. Baker hastened, in the kindest imaginable fashion, to
relieve it.
“My son,” she said with touching naïveté and simplicity, “has no secrets
from his mother now. His confession, poor fellow, has been a painful
one; but he has not now to learn that I--knowing myself to be a sinner,
and being humbly conscious of having fallen far short of the mercy of
God--do not dare to be severe and cruel upon those who have also need of
pardon from on high. It is wrong, dear child, we must acknowledge that,
to lift the hand in anger against our fellow-creatures; but”--smoothing
Honor’s golden hair tenderly--“Frederick does not deny that he gave your
husband provocation. It was a blow, too, of course--a heavy shock--to
learn that his young wife, his--but we will not revert to the painful
past, my love. If--if my poor son’s life is mercifully spared to us, we
must try and make your excellent husband think better of us all; while
as for you, my dear, it will not be hard, I hope, for you to give us a
_little_ of your love. You will be very dear to me, Honor--”
She was interrupted by the sweetest and most welcome answer that the
girl for whose affection she was yearning could have made to her; for a
pair of loving arms were suddenly thrown around her aged neck, and
Honor, in a passion of grateful tears, exclaimed:
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account