Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
General
Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
Ten days--long and anxious ones--have elapsed since Honor’s instalment
by her father’s bed (for, as may already have been surmised, old Mrs.
Beacham and later John himself had been constrained, much against their
respective wills, to return to the Paddocks without her), and Colonel
Norcott, pronounced out of danger by Dr. Kempshall, has already
partially recovered his normal tone of mind. By that time the mystery of
Honor’s birth had ceased to exist, and all the little world of
Gawthorpe, including the equally important and more extended one of
Switcham and the surrounding farms, knew her for what she was--namely,
the illegitimate daughter of Colonel Frederick Norcott, formerly of West
Lowe Court, Sandyshire. Very little--_nothing_, it may almost be
said--was ever addressed to John Beacham on the subject of his wife’s
parentage. Of comparatively humble birth though they were, an
instinctive delicacy warned the major part of his friends, that to John
any allusion to the subject would be distasteful at least, if not
positively offensive. The undefined suspicion also--strengthened by the
fact that, during all the days spent in attendance on her father, John
never was known to enter even for a single moment Colonel Norcott’s sick
room--that he, John Beacham, was no stranger to the accident from which
the gallant Fred was suffering, did not tend to render the shrewd
Sandyshire yeomen particularly desirous of probing any hidden mental
wounds which he might be desirous of concealing.
But in addition to all these causes for silence, there was a change--a
trifling one, perhaps, and an alteration more to be felt than
explained--in John himself. That he should have been preoccupied and
taciturn whilst his wife’s father was lying between life and death was
easily to be understood; but the dread of a fatal result was over now,
and yet John’s brow was moody, and his laugh was heard far less
frequently, was likewise far less hearty than of yore. The truth was
that John Beacham, loving his wife with an entire and all-absorbing
devotion, was repining, not only at her absence, but at the changes
which, with the clear-sightedness of jealous affection, he foresaw
would take place in his relations with Honor. Other feelings too,
connected with his recent act, were perplexing, and rendering him
ashamed. In proportion as his deadly fear of being a self-condemned
murderer diminished, so did his softened feelings towards his late
antagonist subside likewise. With the conviction that Colonel Norcott
was no longer a sufferer from that burst of passion at first so truly
repented of, there returned with redoubled force John’s antipathy to the
man whom he rightly believed to be dead to every feeling of honour,
every elevating sentiment of justice or of pity. From the moment when
Colonel Norcott was pronounced out of danger, he had endeavoured,
without exactly expressing his desire in words, to make Honor understand
his wish that she should return to the Paddocks.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account