England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
There was a moment's silence then Lavinia burst out, "But how could
you, Mother? I said I wouldn't go. I told you why; that it would be
hateful and I wouldn't know anyone, and you said you'd refuse it."
"Lavinia dear, I said no such thing." Edith's voice was calm. "I
told you I wanted you to go to it, and you said you were unwilling,
but I explained my reasons, and that surely ended the matter."
She took up her pen again, but Lavinia interrupted.
"It didn't end the matter," she said. "Surely I have some say in my
own life. It's perfectly ridiculous, Mother; this isn't the
nineteenth century, and there isn't another girl I know who can't
refuse an invitation if she wants to. It's mad, and antediluvian to
behave as if I were two."
"You don't know what you're saying," Edith answered sternly. "You're
speaking rudely and thoughtlessly. I expect you to fall in with my
wishes, and I'm very disappointed at this attitude you've taken up.
Perhaps I've been too indulgent with you and given way too much."
Lavinia laughed wildly. "Given way," she repeated, "Oh, no, Mother,
you never give way. The boys and Father and I all knuckle under in
everything; I've never seen it so clearly before, but it's true what
I say, that we aren't allowed to call our souls our own."
"You've said quite enough, Lavinia; I think you'd better ring up Lady
Olivia and say you aren't very well and had better be at home
to-night."
"No, I'll go. I never wanted to go, but I will. And I'll never be
able to forgive you for having cheated me. You made me think you had
refused, and all the time you had planned for me to go."
Dinner was a miserable meal. When Lavinia had gone to the dance,
Rodney came over and sat on the sofa beside Edith who looked tired
and worn.
"What's wrong, Edith?" he asked. "What's worrying you?"
"I'm desperately worried, Rodney. It's Lavinia. I do everything I
can to amuse the child, I arrange parties for her, and welcome her
friends here, and now to-night she doesn't feel quite happy about a
dance she is going to, and she accused me of interfering and
deceiving her, and I don't know what else."
"She's spoiled I expect," suggested Rodney comfortably. "She's
pretty and she's having a good time and people running after her and
her head is a bit turned, don't you think? It's natural to kick over
the traces now and again."
"No, Rodney, it isn't natural for any child to speak to her mother as
Lavinia spoke to me to-night. I was only acting for the best when I
accepted this invitation for her; I like her to get all the fun she
can, but it clashed with some idea she has in her head, and she
simply turned on me."
"She'll be sorry when she cools down. She's devoted to you, you
know, Edith."
"I can't believe it now. I don't feel things will ever be the same
again. I really am utterly wretched; in fact I think I'll go up to
bed now if you don't mind."
Some hours later Edith was wakened by a gentle touch.
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