She invariably spoke of Hal as _he_; she never gave him a name. Teddy
felt that it would not be honorable to question her, but he kept his
eyes wide for any clew that would solve the mystery. In Hal’s absence
he would become bitter towards him, because he had dared to hurt Desire.
But when he came to the farm with his arms full of presents, so hungry
to win her love, he felt that somewhere there had been a big mistake and
that whoever had been cruel, Hal was not the person.
It was Hal who, having heard them speak of knights and sorcerers,
brought them _The Idylls of the King_. Many a golden day they spent
reading aloud, while the sunlight dripped from leaves overhead, dappling
the pages.
“I like Sir Launcelot best.”
-“But you mustn’t,” said Teddy; “King Arthur was the good one. If Sir
Launcelot hadn’t done wrong, everything would have been happy always.”
“Yes, but if everything had been happy always, there wouldn’t have
been any story,” she objected. She made bars of her fingers before her
mischievous eyes; it was a warning that she was going to be impish. “I
expect, when I grow up, I shall be like that story; very interesting and
very bad.”
Teddy’s shocked appearance surpassed her expectations. Gapping her
hands, she rose into a kneeling position and mocked him. “Teddy doesn’t
like that. He doesn’t like my loving Sir Launcelot best. And I know why.
It’s because he’s a King Arthur himself.”
All that day she irritated him by calling him King Arthur. They had
quarreled hopelessly by supper-time. She went to bed without saying
“Good-night,” and he wandered out into the dusky silence. He felt angry
with her. Why had he ever liked her? So girls could be spite-full The
worst of it was that it was true what she had said. He _was_ a proper
person. He would always be a proper person; and proper persons weren’t
exciting. He felt like doing something desperate just to prove that he
could be bad. Then his superiority in years came to his consolation.
Why should he worry himself about a little girl who was younger than
himself? When next Hal came to the farm, he would tell him that he was
leaving.
It was in his bedroom, where the moonlight fell softly, that memories of
her sweetness tiptoed back. He remembered the provocative tenderness of
her laughter, the velvet softness of her tiny hands, and the way she had
wreathed him with flowers, pretending that he was her knight. Life would
never be the same without her. Romance walked into his day only when she
had passed down the stairs. Not having had a sister, he supposed that
these were the emotions of all brothers. She had conquered him at last:
though he was in the right, he would ask her forgiveness to-morrow. She
had been trying to make him do that from the first morning when he had
failed to call her “Princess”--trying to make him bow to her prerogative
of forgiving for having done wrong herself. He fell asleep smiling, but
he was not happy.
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