Bildungsromans; Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Gamblers -- Family relationships -- Fiction
A shabby enough little outfit, but magnificent, too. Here was Selina
DeJong driving up the Halsted road toward the city instead of sitting,
black-robed, in the farm parlour while High Prairie came to condole. In
Selina, as they jogged along the hot dusty way, there welled up a
feeling very like elation. Conscious of this, the New England strain in
her took her to task. “Selina Peake, aren’t you ashamed of yourself!
You’re a wicked woman! Feeling almost gay when you ought to be
sad. . . . Poor Pervus . . . the farm . . . Dirk . . . and you can feel
almost gay! You ought to be ashamed of yourself!”
But she wasn’t, and knew it. For even as she thought this the little
wave of elation came flooding over her again. More than ten years ago
she had driven with Klaas Pool up that same road for the first time, and
in spite of the recent tragedy of her father’s death, her youth, her
loneliness, the terrifying thought of the new home to which she was
going, a stranger among strangers, she had been conscious of a warm
little thrill of elation, of excitement—of adventure! That was it. “The
whole thing’s just a grand adventure,” her father, Simeon Peake, had
said. And now the sensations of that day were repeating themselves. Now,
as then, she was doing what was considered a revolutionary and daring
thing; a thing that High Prairie regarded with horror. And now, as then,
she took stock. Youth was gone, but she had health, courage; a boy of
nine; twenty-five acres of wornout farm land; dwelling and out-houses in
a bad state of repair; and a gay adventuresome spirit that was never to
die, though it led her into curious places and she often found, at the
end, only a trackless waste from which she had to retrace her steps
painfully. But always, to her, red and green cabbages were to be jade
and burgundy, chrysoprase and porphyry. Life has no weapons against a
woman like that.
And the wine-red cashmere. She laughed aloud.
“What are you laughing at, Mom?”
That sobered her. “Oh, nothing, Sobig. I didn’t know I was laughing. I
was just thinking about a red dress I had when I first came to High
Prairie a girl. I’ve got it yet.”
“What’s that to laugh at?” He was following a yellow-hammer with his
eyes.
“Nothing. Mother said it was nothing.”
“Wisht I’d brought my sling-shot.” The yellow-hammer was perched on the
fence by the roadside not ten feet away.
“Sobig, you promised me you wouldn’t throw at any more birds, ever.”
“Oh, I wouldn’t hit it. I would just like to aim at it.”
Down the hot dusty country road. She was serious enough now. The cost of
the funeral to be paid. The doctor’s bills. Jan’s wage. All the
expenses, large and small, of the poor little farm holding. Nothing to
laugh at, certainly. The boy was wiser than she.
“There’s Mrs. Pool on her porch, Mom. Rocking.”
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