Soldier silhouettes on our frontStidger, William L. (William Le Roy)
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Soldier silhouettes on our front
Stidger, William L. (William Le Roy)
World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives; World War, 1914-1918 -- War work -- Young Men's Christian Associations
"This has been the loneliest day of my life," a major said to me on
Mother Day in a great port of entry.
"Why, major?"
Then he reached into his pocket and pulled out the picture of a
seven-year-old boy and that boy's mother.
Suffering? Yes, of course I have seen boys wounded, as I have said,
but for real downright suffering, loneliness is worst, and it lies
entirely within the province of the folks at home to alleviate this
suffering. I have seen a boy morose and surly, discouraged and grouchy
in the morning. He didn't know what was the matter with himself. In
the afternoon I have seen him laughing and yelling like a wild animal
at play, happy as a lark.
What was the difference? He had gotten a letter.
[Illustration: What was the difference? He had gotten a letter.]
Then there is the Silhouette of Physical Suffering. Hundreds of these
sombre silhouettes stand out against a lurid background of fire and
blood. One only I quote because it has a fringe of hope.
The boy's back was broken. It had been broken by a shell concussion.
There were no visible signs of a wound on his body anywhere, the
doctors told me in the hospital. He did not know it as yet. He
thought it was his leg that was hurt. They asked me to tell him, as
gently as I could. It was a hard task to give a man.
He was lying on a raised bed so that, when I went up to it, it came up
to my neck almost, and when I talked with the lad I could look straight
into his eyes. Those eyes I shall never forget, they were so fearless,
so brave, and yet so full of weariness and suffering.
I took his hand and said: "Boy, I am a preacher." For once I didn't
say anything about being a secretary. I just told him I was a preacher.
He said: "I am so glad you have come. I just wanted to see a real,
honest-to-goodness preacher." He forced a smile to accompany this
sentence.
"Well, I'm all of that, and proud of it," I replied, smiling back into
his brave eyes.
"I'm so tired. I try to be brave, but I've been lying here for three
months now, and my leg doesn't seem to get any better. It pains all
the time until I think I'll die with the agony of it. I never sleep
only when they give me something. But I try hard to be brave."
"You are brave!" I said to him. "They all tell me that, the doctors
and nurses."
"They are so good to me." he said in low tones so that I had to bend to
hear them. "But my leg; they don't seem to be able to help me."
Then I told him as gently as I could that it was not his leg, that it
was his back, and that he would likely not get well. Then I tried to
tell him of the room in his Father's house that was ready for him when
he was ready to accept it, and of what a glorious welcome there was
there.
He reached out for my hand in the semi-darkness of that evening. I can
feel his hand-clasp yet. I didn't know what to say, but a phrase that
had lingered in my mind from an old story came to the rescue.
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