Sons of fire, Vol. III.Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Sons of fire, Vol. III.
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
The Amati was not silent in those dreary evenings, amidst the smoke
of the fire that rose up towards the rough roof of the hut, where
the lizards disported themselves among the rafters and rejoiced in
the warmth. The voice of the fiddle was as lugubrious as the wailings
of the native women for their dead. Funeral marches; Beethoven,
Chopin, Berlioz, all that music knows of sadness and lamentation, were
Geoffrey's themes in that solitude of two. The music itself had an
unearthly sound; and the face of the player, sharpened and wasted by
illness and by grief, had an unearthly look as the firelight flashed
upon it, or the shadows darkened it.
While those lonely days wore on, Allan began to have a curious feeling
about his companion, the consciousness of a gulf that was gradually
widening between them; a something sinister, indefinite, indescribable.
It would be too much to say that he felt he was with an enemy; but he
felt that he was in the presence of the unknown.
He woke one night, turning wearily on his Arab bed--the mat spread on
the ground, which use had taught him almost to like. He woke, and
saw Geoffrey sitting up on his mat on the other side of the hut, his
back against the wall, his eyes looking straight at Allan with an
inscrutable expression. Was it dislike or was it fear that looked out
of those widely opened eyes? Why fear?
"What's the matter?" Allan asked quickly. "Have you just awakened from
a bad dream?"
"No. Life is my bad dream; and there is no awakening from that. There
is only the change to dreamless sleep."
"What were you thinking about, then?"
"Life and death, and love and hate, and all things sad and strange
and cruel. Do you remember Livingstone's description of a Bechuana
chieftain's burial? His people dig a grave in his cattle-pen, and bury
him there; and then they drive the cattle round and over the spot till
every trace of the newly filled-in grave is obliterated. We are not as
candid as the Bechuana men. We put up a statue of our great man--or,
at least, we talk about a statue; but in six months he is as much
forgotten as if the cattle had pranced and trampled over his body."
"Primrose Day belies your cynicism."
"Primrose Day! A fashion as much as the November bonfire. Of all the
people who wear the Beaconsfield badge three-fourths could not tell you
who Beaconsfield was, or how much or how little he did for England."
"Do you remember something else in Livingstone's book, how the
tribes who met him said, 'Give us sleep'? It was their prayer to the
wonder-worker. Give me sleep, Geoff. I'm dead beat."
"Why, we did nothing yesterday; a beggarly eight miles."
"Perhaps it was the thunderstorm that took it out of me."
"Well, sleep away. The tribes were right. There is no better gift.
Would it help you if I played a little, very softly? I have a devil
to-night which only music will cast out."
"Yes, play, but don't be too lugubrious. My heart is one great ache."
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