England -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Sisters -- Fiction
Frank had no knowledge of the instrument, but his ear was exquisitely
just and appreciative; his artistic desire was febrile and foolish, but
you thought less of this in his music than in his painting and poetry.
His soul went out in the strain of melody sentimentally; and it leaned
him in varying and beautiful attitudes. The sweeping, music-evoking arm
was beautiful to behold, and the music seemed to cry for love; all about
him was shadow; only the light fell on the long throat, so like a fruit
to the eye; the charm was enervating and nervous. Helen looked at him
again, and shuddering, she rose from the piano.
“What did you break off like that for? Was I playing so badly?”
“No, no--come and sit down here, come and sit by me. I want you to talk
to me.” She stretched herself in a low wicker chair by the open window.
There was a church opposite, the painted panes were now full of mitre
and alb, and the vague tumult of the service came in contrast with the
summer murmur of London and the light of the evening skies. The woman's
body moved beneath the silk, and the faint odour of her person dilated
the nostrils of the young man. “Talk to me.”
“I don't know what to talk to you about. You would not care for my
conversation any more than you do for my music--one is as bad as the
other.”
“No, pray--I assure you--I would not have you think that, no.” Helen
made a movement as if she were going to lay her hand on his arm;
checking herself, she said: “I do not think your playing bad; on the
contrary, perhaps I think it too good. How shall I explain? There are
times when I cannot bear music; the pleasure it brings is too near, too
intense, too near to pain; and that 'Chanson d'Eglise' seems to bear
away your very brain; you play it with such fervour, on the violin each
phrase tears the soul.”
“But it is so religious.”
“Yes, that is just it; no sen--no; well, there is no other word; no
sensuality is so terrible as religious sensuality.”
“I don't know what you mean. I can understand any one saying that
Offenbach is sensual, but I don't see how the term can be applied to a
hymn.”
“Perhaps not to a hymn, although--but 'La Chanson d'Eglise' is not a
hymn.”
Her arm hung along the chair, the flesh showing through the silk as soft
as a flower. He might take it in his hands and bear it to his lips and
kiss it; he might lean and loll and kiss her. He wondered if he might
dare it; but her air of ladyhood was so marked that it seemed impossible
that she would not resent. He could not quite realise what her looks and
words would be afterwards.
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