Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Squire Arden; volume 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Landowners -- Fiction
“I am entering on a subject I ought not to have entered upon,” he said.
“Forgive me; it was only because I wanted to tell you that I don’t think
Edgar has any just cause for fear. If you would only trust me, dearest
Clare. I should ask your pardon for saying that, too--but though you
should never think of me, never speak to me again, you are still my
dearest. Clare, you sent me away, and I could not tell why. Don’t send
me away now. I am a poor beggar, and you are a rich lady, and yet I love
you so well that I must tell you, whatever your opinion of me may be.
Couldn’t you trust me? Couldn’t you let me help you? You think I would
be Edgar’s enemy, but I would not. He should have everything else if he
left me you.”
She looked up at him with a movement of wonder. Her eyes interrogated
him over and over. He had wounded her so much and so often--about
Jeanie--about the Pimpernels--about---- And yet, if he really meant
it--could it be possible that he was willing to leave Edgar everything,
to give him no trouble, if only she----? Was it a bargain she was going
to make? Ah, poor Clare! She thought so--she thought her impulse was to
buy her brother’s safety with her own, but at the same moment her heart
was fluttering, beating loud, panting to be given to him whom she loved
best. And yet she loved Edgar. To her own consciousness it was her
brother she was thinking most of now--and what a comfort it would be
thus to purchase Arthur’s promise not to harm him, and to trust
everything to Arthur! She wavered for an instant, with her mind full of
longing. Then her heart misgave her. She had allowed him to take her
hands in his, and to kiss them; while she looked him in the face, with
eyes full of dumb inquiry and longing, asking him over and over again
was this true?
“Stop, stop,” she said faintly; “if it was my own secret I would trust
you--if it was only me---- Oh, stop, stop! If you will say the same
to-morrow--when he has told you--then I will---- Oh, if I can survive it,
if I am able to say anything! Cousin Arthur, I am worn out; let me go
now.”
“It is hard to let you go,” he said. “But, Clare, tell me again--if I
say the same to-morrow, after he has told me--you will----? Is that a
promise? You will listen to me--you will give me what I desire most in
the world--is it a promise, Clare?”
“Let me go,” she said. “Oh, this is not a time to speak of--of our own
happiness, or our own concerns.”
“Thanks for such words--thanks, thanks,” he cried, “I ask no more.
To-morrow--it is a bargain, Clare.”
And thus she made her escape, half glad, half shocked that she could
think of anything but Edgar, and not half knowing what she had pledged
herself to. Neither did Arthur Arden know to what he had pledged
himself.
CHAPTER XIV.
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