Instantly Mary became antagonistic. She pretended not to understand;
she asked for reasons and explanations. Finally, she announced in idle
words, beneath which ran a current of determination, that neither her
father nor Morris could really wish this hurried marriage, since had
they done so one or other of them would have spoken to her on the
subject. When pressed, she intimated very politely, but in language
whereof the meaning could hardly be mistaken, that she held this fixing
of the date to be peculiarly her own privilege; and when still further
pressed said plainly that she considered her father too ill for her to
think of being married at present.
“But they both desire it,” expostulated the Colonel.
“They have not told me so,” Mary answered, setting her red lips.
“If that is all, they will tell you so soon enough, my dear girl.”
“Perhaps, uncle, after they have been directed to do so, but that is
not quite the same thing.”
The Colonel saw that he had made a mistake, and too late changed his
tactics.
“You see, Mary, your father’s state of health is precarious; he might
grow worse.”
She tapped her foot upon the ground. Of these allusions to the
possible, and, indeed, the certain end of her beloved father’s illness,
she had a kind of horror.
“In that event, that dreadful event,” she answered, “he will need me,
my whole time and care to nurse him. These I might not be able to give
if I were already married. I love Morris very dearly. I am his for
whatever I may be worth; but I was my father’s before Morris came into
my life, and he has the first claim upon me.”
“What, then, do you propose?” asked the Colonel curtly, for opposition
and argument bred no meekness in his somewhat arbitrary breast.
“To be married on New Year’s Day, wherever we are, if Morris wishes it
and the state of my father’s health makes it convenient. If not, Uncle
Richard, to wait till a more fitting season.” Then she rose—for this
conversation took place at Seaview—saying that it was time she should
give her father his medicine.
Thus the project of an early marriage fell through; for, having once
been driven into announcing her decision in terms so open and
unmistakable, Mary would not go back on her word.
Morris, who was much disappointed, pleaded with her. Her father also
spoke upon the subject, but though the voice was the voice of Mr.
Porson, the arguments, she perceived, were the arguments of Colonel
Monk. Therefore she hardened her heart and put the matter by, refusing,
indeed, to discuss it at any length. Yet—and it is not the first time
that a woman has allowed her whims to prevail over her secret wishes—in
truth she desired nothing more than to be married to Morris so soon as
it was his will to take her.
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