"_Don't_ sing," said Stern's mother. "What am I going to do--put a
bullet through my head? I only had an idea. I thought it would be good
for everybody." Stern's father continued through the song, as though
respecting a show-business tradition that no matter how adverse the
circumstances, all numbers are to be completed. Uncle Babe leaned
across to Stern's mother and said, "Listen, did you take a look at my
shirt? I don't like the feel of it. It doesn't feel good on my skin."
"The crazy bastard doesn't even hear the music," said Stern's mother.
"He's in a world of his own."
Stern's father wound up the ballad with an elaborate trilling effect,
and then Stern's mother said, "Isn't your wife home when you have an
ulcer?"
"She doesn't know about it yet," said Stern.
"She ought to be home if you're not feeling well," said Stern's father.
"I said she doesn't know. Listen, none of this is doing me any good.
I'm going upstairs on the bed. I'm going to a home in a few days, and
I've got to stay quiet until then. Nobody upset me about anything."
He went upstairs, and when his stomach touched the bed, it seemed to
puff up with pain like great baby cheeks and he had to roll over on his
back to be comfortable. A car moved into the driveway and he went to
the window and saw his wife hop out, come around and kiss a man through
the driver's window, and then run into the house. Stern got back into
bed. She was downstairs for a while, and then she ran up the steps and
knelt beside him and said, "What happened?"
"I've come up with an ulcer and there'll be some kind of institution in
a few days."
"Oh, that's not so bad," she said, her great eyes wide, kissing his
wrist. "You'll fix it right up in a few days."
"No, I won't," said Stern. "It's a big thing and it'll be in there for
a while. I may have to be away for a long time."
She was wearing a tight jumper that hugged her flaring thighs snugly;
the crease of her underwear showed through, and Stern had a sudden
fear that she had just thrown on her clothes in a great hurry.
"Where were you?" he asked. "I thought you don't go anywhere out here."
"I went to a modern dance class today for the first time," she said,
her eyes shimmering with warmth. "I thought it would give me an
interest."
"But I've come home with an ulcer," Stern said.
"I didn't know that," she said.
"Who was the one in the car?"
"José," she said. "The instructor. He picks up the students and takes
them home."
"I saw a kiss," said Stern, a slow and deadly beat beginning against
his stomach walls, as though fists inside him were pleading for
attention.
"Oh, that's just a thing he does, like show business. It was nothing."
"But I saw tongues," said Stern.
"No, you didn't," she said. "I can't help what _he_ did. I didn't use
my tongue."
"Oh my God, _then there was a tongue_."
Stern's mother and father came up to the room, followed by Uncle Babe.
All three stood in the doorway.
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