"But, Stover, above all, hold steadfast. Keep cool and remember the
game's a long one. Boy, you don't know what it'll mean for some of us
old fellows to see Yale go down, but out of it all we want to remember
something that'll make us proud of you." He stopped, controlled the
emotion that was in his voice, and said a little anxiously: "I tell you
this because a first game is a terrible thing, and I didn't want you to
be caught in a panic when you found what you were up against. And I tell
you, Stover, because you're the sort of fighting stuff that'll fight
harder when you know all there is to it is the fighting. Am I right?"
"I hope so, sir."
"And now, do a more difficult thing. Get right hold of yourself. Put
everything out of your mind; go to bed and sleep."
This last injunction, though he tried his best to obey it, was beyond
Stover's power. He passed the night in fitful flashes of sleep. At
times he awoke, full of a fever of eagerness from a dream of success.
Then he would lie staring, it seemed for hours, at the thin path across
the ceiling made by a street lamp, feeling all at once a weakness in the
pit of his stomach, a physical horror of what the day would bring forth.
The words of the coach framed themselves in a sort of rhythmic chant
which went endlessly knocking through his brain:
"Catch every punt--get off every kick--make every tackle."
In the morning it was the same refrain, which never left him. He rose
tired, with a limpness in every muscle, his head heavy as if bound
across with biting bonds. He stood stupidly holding his wash-pitcher,
looking out of the window, saying:
"Good heavens! it's only a few hours off now."
Then he began feebly to wash, repeating:
"Get off every kick--every kick."
Breakfast passed like a nightmare. He put something tasteless into his
mouth, his jaws moved, but that was all. The brisk walk to chapel
restored him somewhat, and the consciousness of holding himself before
the gaze of the crowd. After first recitation, Regan joined him, and
together they went across the campus, no longer the campus of the
University, but beginning to swarm with strangers, and strange colors
amid the blue.
"How are you feeling?" said Regan in a fatherly sort of way, as they
went through Phelps and out on to the Common.
"Tom, my shoes stick to the ground, my knees are made of paper, and I'm
hollow from one end to the other."
"Fine!"
"Oh, _is_ it?"
"You'll be a bundle of fire on the field."
"Let's not walk too far. We want to keep fresh," said Stover, feeling
indeed as though every step was draining his energy.
"Rats! let's saunter down Chapel Street and see the crowds come in."
"You old rhinoceros, have you any nerves?"
"Lots, but they're a different sort. By George, isn't it a wonderful
sight?"
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