They are trying to down him, to make his life miserable for
him, etc. Throughout his sojourn here he was clearly oriented, knew
everything that was going on and failed to show the least indication
of the existence of a deteriorating process. He showed also a marked
tendency to write a good deal of poetry and fiction in which he spoke
of himself as a martyr who had been persecuted and downed all his
lifetime. His stories were of a fantastic, adventurous kind, in which
gambling, shooting, and similar highly melodramatic situations were
enacted. On July 17, 1911, he was returned to prison as recovered.
Another point of interest in this case and one to which I have briefly
alluded before, was his tendency to the exaggeration of symptoms and
to malingering, but the malingering which he manifested was of the
kind that the child manifests in an endeavor to attract attention to
itself and to arouse the sympathy of those about him.
Here again we have before us a kaleidoscopic picture of the life of a
human being who from childhood showed tendencies so antisocial, so
criminalistic, that it is hard to get away from the belief that most of
the attributes which went to make him just what he is, must have been
inherited. Let us take this poorly-begotten organism and follow it
through life. We shall see how its existence has been a continuous round
of conflicts with everything it came in contact. He entered school and
meets with the first obligation, with the first necessity for a
well-regulated, purposive existence. What is the result? Truancy,
disobedience, and finally expulsion--not because of intellectual
deficiency, but because of those same attributes which later served to
put him in the penitentiary. It was the first evidence of his pathologic
emotionalism and vindictiveness. We next see him in an effort to lead an
industrial life, but here, too, everything he does proves a failure, and
likewise not because of intellectual deficiency, but because of a
disharmony, a disproportion, between his various mental faculties. He
could not, somehow, submit himself to any well-regulated existence. His
egotism and absolute lack of the sense of responsibility made it
impossible for him to adjust himself effectively to the world about him.
He next tries matrimony, and the same story reasserts itself. His
conjugal life is characterized by repeated desertions; and thus he
becomes steadily more debased, more depraved, sinks to the level of the
professional gambler and finally even this becomes too strenuous for
him, and he turns to a life of crime. At the age of forty we find him
with a record of numerous arrests, and as far as known, one-fourth of
his lifetime has thus far been spent in jails and penitentiaries. The
characterological anomalies at the bottom of his career came to the
front already in his childhood days. Before completing his fourteenth
year we find him deliberately planning the murder of a human being
because of an insult.
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