French fiction -- 20th century -- Translations into English
She had forgotten her invitation when, on the following Sunday, he came
to recall it to her; and the joyous surprise with which she greeted him
was not assumed. But Julien who, for a week, had been thinking of
nothing but this moment, did not see the surprise and saw only the joy.
And his own increased. The weather was very bad. Annette had not thought
of going out this afternoon. As she was not expecting anybody; she was
in négligé, and so was the apartment. The baby had been playing there.
It is useless to have, as Annette had, a love of order; children oblige
one to give it up, along with so many fine plans that one has formed
without considering them. But Julien, referring everything to himself,
saw in this disorder no artistic effect, but a sign of some intimacy
that Annette wished to accord him. He came in with a beating heart, but
with his mind made up to appear this time in an advantageous light; he
assumed an air of assurance. It was not becoming to him, and Annette,
who was annoyed at being surprised in this confusion, was angry because
the intruder was so unceremonious. She at once became cold, and in an
instant Julien's pride was broken. So they remained, each as stiff as
the other, the one not daring to utter another word, the other waiting
with an air of malicious _hauteur_.
"If you imagine, my dear boy, that I am going to help you to-day!"
And then she saw the ridiculous side of the situation. She saw with the
corner of her eye the piteous look of the conqueror, and she laughed out
loud. Suddenly relaxed, she resumed the comradely tone. Julien did not
understand it at all: disconcerted but relieved, he too became natural
again, and at last a friendly conversation sprang up between them.
Annette told him about her working life, and they confessed to one
another that they were not made for their occupations. Julien was
passionately interested in the science which he taught, but . . .
"They can't follow me! They look at me with their dull eyes blinking
with sleep; there are hardly two or three who have a glimmer of
understanding; the rest are a heavy mass of boredom. If you sweat blood
and water, you can sometimes (not always) stir it for a moment, but it
always falls back into the pond. Try to fish it out again! It's work for
a well-digger. But it isn't their fault, the unhappy brats. They are
just like ourselves; they are victims of the democratic mania according
to which all minds absorb equally the same sum of knowledge--before the
normal age when they might begin to understand! Then come the
examinations, the agricultural matches, when they weigh these products
of ours who are crammed with a mixture of lame words and formless
notions. Most of these they hastily disgorge immediately afterwards, and
they are disgusted with learning for the rest of their lives."
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