Napoleonic Wars, 1800-1815 -- Fiction; War stories
"I forget! You are still so young," said the ambassador, recollecting
himself. This young man sitting here before him with a friendly smile
had his friends amongst his own contemporaries, shared the ideas and the
views of his own generation which had grown up since the Revolution, to
whom the Revolution was only a historical fact and whose enthusiasms had
a strange complexion, for the undisciplined hopes of the young make them
reckless in words and sometimes in actions. The Marquis's own generation
had been different. It had had no inducement to be reckless. It had been
born to a settled order of things. Certainly a few philosophers had been
indulging for years in subversive sentimentalism, but the foundations of
Europe seemed unshakable. He noticed Cosmo's expectant attitude and
said:
"I wonder what my dear old friend is thinking of all this."
"It is not very easy to get at my father's thoughts," confessed Cosmo.
"After all, you must know my father much better than I do, Monsieur le
Marquis."
"In the austerity of his convictions your father was more like a
republican of ancient times," said the Marquis seriously. "Does that
surprise you, my young friend? . . ." Cosmo shook his head slightly. . . .
"Yet we always agreed very well. Your father understood every kind of
fidelity. The world had never known him and it will never know him now.
But I, who approached him closely, could have nothing but the greatest
respect for his character and for his far-seeing wisdom."
"I am very glad to hear you say this," interjected Cosmo.
"He was a scornful man," said the Marquis, then paused and repeated once
more: "Yes. _Un grand dédaigneux._ He was that. But one accepted it
from him as one would not from another man, because one felt that it was
not the result of mean grievances or disappointed hopes. Now the old
order is coming back and, whatever my old friend may think of it, he had
his share in that work."
Cosmo raised his head. "I had no idea," he murmured.
"Yes," said the Marquis. "Indirectly if you like. All I could offer to
my Princes was my life, my toil, the sacrifice of my deepest feelings as
husband and father. I don't say this to boast. I could not have acted
otherwise. But for my share of the work, risky, often desperate, and
continuously hopeless as it seemed to be, I have to thank your father's
help, _mon jeune ami._ It came out of that fortune which some day will
be yours. The only thing in all the activities the penetrating mind of
your father was not scornful of was my fidelity. He understood that it
was above the intrigued, the lies, the selfish stupidities of that
exiles' life which we all shared with our Princes. They will never know
how much they owe to that English gentleman. When parting with my wife
and child I was sustained by the thought that his friendship and care
were extended over them and would not fail."
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