She cowered and swayed before me, hiding her face in her hands. I heard
her sobbing and murmuring incoherent cries to her god. I took the poor
lady’s hand, and bore with her as long as I could, until, being at the
end of my patience with prudery and purity and chivalry, and all the
rest of the highfalutin romanticism of the South, I said: “Mrs Tuis, it
is necessary that you should get yourself together. You have a serious
duty before you--that you owe both to Sylvia and her child.”
“What is it?” she whispered. The word “duty” had motive power for her.
“At all hazards, Sylvia must be kept in ignorance of the calamity for
the present. If she were to learn of it it would quite possibly throw
her into a fever, and cost her life or the child’s. You must not make
any sound that she can hear, and you must not go near her until you have
completely mastered your emotions.”
“Very well,” she murmured. She was really a brave little body, but I,
not knowing her, and thinking only of the peril, was cruel in hammering
things into her consciousness. Finally, I left her, seated upon the
steps of the deserted boat-house, rocking back and forth and sobbing
softly to herself--one of the most pitiful figures it has ever been my
fortune to encounter in my pilgrimage through a world of sentimentality
and incompetence.
16. I went back to the house, and because we feared the sounds of the
infant’s crying might carry, we hung blankets before the doors and
windows of the room, and sat in the hot enclosure, shuddering, silent,
grey with fear. After an hour or two, Mrs. Tuis rejoined us, stealing in
and seating herself at one side of the room, staring from one to another
of us with wide eyes of fright.
By the time the first signs of dawn appeared, the infant had cried
itself into a state of exhaustion. The faint light that got into the
room revealed the three of us, listening to the pitiful whimpering. I
was faint with weakness, but I had to make an effort and face the worst
ordeal of all. There came a tapping at the door--the maid, to say that
Sylvia was awake and had heard of my arrival and wished to see me. I
might have put off our meeting for a while, on the plea of exhaustion,
but I preferred to have it over with, and braced myself and went slowly
to her room.
In the doorway I paused for an instant to gaze at her. She was
exquisite, lying there with the flush of sleep still upon her, and the
ecstasy of her great achievement in her face. I fled to her, and we
caught each other in our arms. “Oh, Mary, Mary! I’m so glad you’ve
come!” And then: “Oh, Mary, isn’t it the loveliest baby!”
“Perfectly glorious!” I exclaimed.
“Oh, I’m so happy--so happy as I never dreamed! I’ve no words to tell
you about it.”
“You don’t need any words--I’ve been through it,” I said.
“Oh, but she’s so _beautiful!_ Tell me, honestly, isn’t that really so?”
“My dear,” I said, “she is like you.”
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