England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, English
“Edward,” I said, “it is not luck which counts in this world, but rather
a steady, dogged determination to do one’s duty; a persistent effort to
keep one’s position in society; to mingle, so far as possible, with those
of a superior station in life.”
“Do you know what I think of you?” he interrupted sharply. “You’re
nothing more nor less than— Perhaps I’d better not say what I was going
to say. After all, we’re brothers.”
“That, Edward,” I said, in my quiet way, turning to go, so that it might
finish the discussion—“that is a fact which I sometimes find it difficult
to realise.”
“You needn’t try,” he retorted.
On reflection, I perceived that, disturbing as this argument had been,
there was no reason to allow it to cause regret, for it meant a final
breaking up of friendship, and enabled me to find good plea for not
acknowledging his existence should we ever meet again. Moreover,
increases had been stopped in the office, and it appeared likely that I
might remain at £110 a year for a time. Unless I could find some one of
a fairly attractive appearance, with a little money of her own, it would
inconvenience me greatly to contribute anything towards the support of my
mother. This difference of opinion with Edward provided me with a good
answer if ever the application should be made. “After what Edward
remarked to me some time ago,” I should say, “I must decline to have
anything to do with domestic expenses. He is living in the house: let
him provide the sums necessary for the upkeep of the establishment.” As
it proved, no necessity existed for this statement, because they very
wisely refrained from making any appeal.
I heard of Edward occasionally by the medium of Miss Charlesworth; she
also brought me news of my mother. I was living then in Jubilee Place,
and Miss Charlesworth’s people kept a large dairy in King’s Road,
Chelsea. I called in sometimes on my way home for a couple of fresh
eggs. Eggs can be carried in the pocket without observation, and, if
folk are careful not to crowd, without damage, whilst other eatables have
to be conveyed in a parcel. I had strong objections to be seen carrying
a package of any kind.
Miss Charlesworth took music-lessons from my mother in the old days when
there was not much money about, and I always spoke pleasantly when I
called at the dairy, answering her when she asked whether there was
anything special in the evening papers; I talked to her across the
milk-pans, if I could spare the time, about Gilbert and Sullivan’s new
play at the “Savoy.” Her mother beamed through the glass half of the
door at the back, and on one occasion asked me to step in and have a bite
of supper. I declined the first invitation, and this caused Miss
Charlesworth’s mother to become exceedingly anxious that I should honour
them with my company.
“Fix your own evening,” urged the old lady: “we’re plain people, but we
always keep a good table.”
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