Tales and Stories: Now First CollectedShelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
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Tales and Stories: Now First Collected
Shelley, Mary Wollstonecraft
English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
“Poor child! she had meant entirely to hide her origin, to degrade
herself to a peasant’s state, and little thought that she for ever
betrayed herself by the strangest incongruities. Thus, the arrangements
of her table were mean, her fare meagre for a hermit; but the linen was
matchlessly fine, and wax lights stood in candlesticks which a beggar
would almost have disdained to own. But I talk of circumstances I
observed afterwards; then I was chiefly aware of the plentiful breakfast
she caused her single attendant, a young girl, to place before me, and
of the sweet soothing voice of my hostess, which spoke a kindness with
which lately I had been little conversant. When my hunger was appeased,
she drew my story from me, encouraged me to write to my father, and kept
me at her abode till, after a few days, I returned to school pardoned.
No long time elapsed before I got into the upper forms, and my woful
slavery ended.
“Whenever I was able, I visited my disguised nymph. I no longer
associated with my schoolfellows; their diversions, their pursuits
appeared vulgar and stupid to me; I had but one object in view—to
accomplish my lessons, and to steal to the cottage of Ellen Burnet.
“Do not look grave, love! true, others as young as I then was have
loved, and I might also; but not Ellen. Her profound, her intense
melancholy, sister to despair—her serious, sad discourse—her mind,
estranged from all worldly concerns, forbade that; but there was an
enchantment in her sorrow, a fascination in her converse, that lifted me
above commonplace existence; she created a magic circle, which I entered
as holy ground: it was not akin to heaven, for grief was the presiding
spirit; but there was an exaltation of sentiment, an enthusiasm, a view
beyond the grave, which made it unearthly, singular, wild, enthralling.
You have often observed that I strangely differ from all other men; I
mingle with them, make one in their occupations and diversions, but I
have a portion of my being sacred from them:—a living well, sealed up
from their contamination, lies deep in my heart—it is of little use, but
there it is; Ellen opened the spring, and it has flowed ever since.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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