But I did not laugh; I was interested. Something, the cause of which
he himself could not explain or express in words, was evidently
weighing on him, and his unusually poor command of language added to
this difficulty. In order to help him I re-assured him by telling him
that I was in no hurry, as my work was not urgent and there would
therefore be no harm in our having an hour's talk, and so on.--The Jew
thanked me with a glance, and after a moment's thought opened the
conversation thus:
'When did you leave Warsaw, Sir?'
'According to the Russian calendar, at the end of April.'
'Was it cold there then or warm?'
'Quite warm. I travelled in a summer suit at first.'
'Well, just fancy, Sir! Here it was freezing!'
'Then you have forgotten, is that it? Anyway, with us the fields are
sown in April, and all the trees are green.'
'Green?' Joy shone in Srul's eyes. 'Why, yes, yes--green:--and here it
was freezing!'
Now at last I knew why he had come to me. Wishing to make certain,
however, I was silent: the Jew was evidently getting animated.
'Well, Sir, you might tell me if there is any--with us now ... but you
see, I don't know what it's called; I have already forgotten Polish,'
he apologized shyly, as if he had ever known it--'it's white like a
pea blossom, yet it's not a pea, and in summer it grows in gardens
round houses, on those tall stalks?'
'Kidney beans?'
'That's just it! Kidney beans! Kidney beans!' he repeated to himself
several times, as if wishing to impress those words on his memory for
ever.
'Of course there are plenty of those. But are there none here?'
'Here! I have never seen a single pod all these past three years. Here
the peas are what at home we should not expect the ... the....'
'The pigs to eat,' I suggested.
'Well, yes! Here they sell them by the pound, and it's not always
possible to get them.'
'Are you so fond of kidney beans?'
'It's not that I am so fond of them, but they are so beautiful
that ... I don't know why ... I often get thinking and thinking how
they may be growing round my house. Here there's nothing!'
'And now, Sir,' he recommenced, 'will you tell me, if those small grey
birds are still there in the winter,--like this--' and he measured
with his hand. 'I have forgotten their names too. Formerly there were
a great many, when I used to pray by the window. They used to swarm
round! Well, whoever even looked at them there? Do you know, Sir, I
could never have believed that I should ever think about them! But
here, where it's so cold that even the crows won't stop, you can't
expect to see little things like that. But they are sure to be there
with us? They are there, aren't they, Sir?...'
But I did not answer him now. I no longer doubted that this old
fanatical Jew was pining for his country just as much as I was, and
that we were both sick with the same sickness. This unexpected
discovery moved me deeply, and I seized him by the hand, and asked in
my turn:
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